My head drooped as I dragged myself up the rest of the ascent, and came
out of the wood on the open hillside. The view was exquisite. The hills
of three fair counties stretched away to the horizon, and at their feet
the silver Wye clasped the rich cornfields and pastures in its shining
arms. But the whole prospect was darkened over for my eyes by an
invisible cloud. I turned to the spot where, scarcely a hundred yards
away, there rose out of the bracken the high gray walls of the forsaken
barn.
Its desolation seemed symbolical. When it was built centuries ago
the surrounding land had borne crops worth harvesting instead of the
thin grass and waste of bracken that now surrounded it on all sides.
Tradition spoke of a time not remote when the hill swarmed with folk
engaged in tilling the hard soil. Their ruined cottages still lined
the lanes that crept along the crest, and peeped out of the sheltered
nooks. The virgin prairies of the New World had tempted some of them
away; others had migrated to the mining valleys whose smoke could
almost be seen from where I stood.
So the gray ancient barn stood empty, its wooden doors dangling
helpless from their rusty staples, and the wind whistling through the
narrow slits that showed like the arrow holes of a Norman keep. I made
my way across the standing bracken that rose up to my shoulders, and
gained the open doorway. But there was no one within. A solitary sheep
started up from the litter of chaff that strewed the floor, and bounded
out through an opening in the opposite wall, leaving me alone.
And now I began to repent that I had named as the meeting-place the
spot where we had parted in such misery those three years ago. I turned
with a pang from the scene, and advanced slowly towards the brow of the
hill. Just below the crest, seated on a moss-covered stone beside a
spring, I found her.
Violet Bredwardine rose and stood where she was, more like a statue
than a living woman. Her light ringlets, breaking from beneath a
quaint straw helmet, surrounded her face like a halo, and made it seem
more than ever like the face of the child angel she had seemed to me
when I saw her first. Even then there had been a wistful look in her
innocent blue eyes, as though the child angel had lost her way in this
troubled earth of ours, and was seeking pitifully for some escape. And
I dreamt--in my madness I had dreamt--that I could offer her the help
she needed, and change the sadness of her life into joy.
I strode towards her, all the old, passionate impulses of the past
flooding my heart like wine, and cried, “Violet!”
She shrank back as if I had struck her and the soft eyes flashed with
anger.
“How dare you! How dare you ask me to meet you like this?”
I stopped ashamed. In an instant my sudden emotion was chilled. I felt
myself a criminal facing my judge.
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