"Minerva," he said, "I'm afraid you are working too hard. One doesn't
have to learn everything at once, you know."
The pupil flushed and stood for a moment silent. She was straight and
lithe, and under the blue calico dress that was turned down at her
neck, her throat was brown with a tan through which a petal-like color
glowed. Her brown hair glistened with the glint of polished mahogany,
and her eyes struck the doctor as eyes meant for mirth, though they had
hardly learned to laugh. The deadly seriousness of the hills and the
Calvinistic seriousness that makes martyrs, seemed to hold in bondage a
spirit that nature had intended to radiate gaiety. Her fingers drew
themselves together into fists, and after a moment she spoke slowly, and
her speech was a strange blending of the illiterate argot of the hills
and a conscious effort to speak in the phrases dictated by the education
which she coveted.
"I reckon ye don't hardly know how much I've got to learn," she said. "I
reckon ye don't realize how plumb ign'rant I am."
Suddenly her voice became passionate.
"Maybe ye don't know how I hate it all--how I want to get away from
ign'rance an' dirt an' wickedness. I've been wonderin' if I didn't err
in comin' here. It's just makin' me hate that cabin over yon--I mean
over there--on Troublesome. Sometimes I think it can't hardly do
nothin'--do anything--but make me dissatisfied."
The head of the school looked up, and his face grew grave.
"There are times," he said, "when that thought comes to me, too. I don't
mean as to you, Minerva, alone, but as to all those we take here and
teach. At first it was all a dream of bringing a light to a place that
was dark. That was the only phase I saw. But later I saw more. One can't
make a dream a reality without struggle. Dissatisfaction is the price we
must pay for regeneration--and people like you and myself must be among
the first to pay it."
"Over there," she went on, as though talking to herself, "they only
hates me for it. They says I'm stuck on myself an' that what's been good
enough for my folks for all time ain't good enough for me no more--I
mean any more."
"It takes time," the man reassured her. "In the place of ignorance, we
offer education. In the place of lawlessness, we offer law. In the place
of squalor, we offer thrift. Are those things not worth what they cost?"
The girl stood silent for a moment, then nodded her head.
"I reckon so," she answered simply, and turned to leave the library.
After she had gone, the teacher sat for a time with his book open before
him, but his eyes were contemplative, and it was from memory and not
from the printed page that he was reading.
He was thinking back and seeing over again a day shortly after his
school had opened. In those times there had been fewer buildings, and of
the many pupils who came, hungry to learn, only a few could be taken in.
Among the first had been Minerva.
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