"I suppose," he went on, with a voice that came from a taut throat,
which he forced into measured syllables, "I suppose that until I can
offer you a home like this, I should not ask you to confess a love for
me, even if you could feel it. I can't even ask you to marry me yet, and
still because you must know it, because you have a heart that must tell
you, it seems to me that it is only hypocritical to lock my lips. My
heart is too full to be damned up. It must have utterance. It must say,
'I love you.' I can't go on any longer being just a favored friend." He
paused a moment and wiped the moisture of his anxiety from his brow, and
his voice was tensely even in its control. "It means too much now, for
that. If I am living in a fool's paradise I must know it before it is
too late. They say we men of the Cumberlands have somber natures that
take things seriously. To hope too long--and then fail--" He broke off
again and added quietly--"that would be a thing that would utterly ruin
me. I love you."
The girl did not at once speak. He saw that her face was downcast and
that her breast rose and fell, in an emotion which might be pity.
Perhaps she, too, found speech difficult because she was merciful. A man
and a girl were coming toward the summer-house, and Henry Falkins
watched them with a fascination of fear lest they interrupt. The seconds
seemed to stretch into an interminable suspense. Slowly he put out his
hand, and took hers. Her fingers trembled in his grasp and slowly he
bent and kissed her lowered head.
"I am waiting," he whispered; but something in the voice said more and
told her of the torture of his doubt.
At last, very slowly, her face came up and her eyes met his. They were
misty eyes, but smiling, and as he bent with a wild leaping of his
pulses and took her in his arms, her lips, too, met his, responsive to
his kisses.
Finally he rose, and now it was his own hands that trembled and his own
senses that swam with the intoxication of a happiness which seemed to
him miraculous.
"I suppose," laughed the girl, "I ought to be ashamed to surrender so
quickly--but I'm not. I'm very proud."
For a moment after that they sat silent and across the moonlight came
the band music and the softened laughter of the dancers. And it was at
that moment that Newt Spooner, so close that they could almost have
heard his breathing, was reaching into his pocket for his borrowed
revolver. The pause was brief, for the girl, looking into her lover's
eyes, became suddenly beset by a new thought--perhaps some subtle
premonition--and in its wake came panic. She laid her hands on his
shoulders and bent so close that he could feel the play of her breath on
his forehead.
"But you are going back there," she exclaimed; "back to the mountains,
and I'm afraid. Are you in any danger, because, if you are, you sha'n't
go! I won't let you go. Why, only to-day, there in Winchester, think
what happened!"
The man laughed.
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