A fire was roaring inside on the hearth. The place was unfurnished
except for a chair, a bed and a table, all home-made, but all clean and
soundly carpentered. In the Frankfort prison, Newt had worked in the
chair-factory.
"Ye see, M'nervy," he went on, floundering for words, "ye see, I hain't
had nothin' much ter do round hyar, an' I thought hit mout kill some
time ter sort of build this-hyar contraption. I 'lowed ye mout be a
little more satisfied ef ye had a room of yore own, whar ye could go to,
an' put ther bar acrost the door, when them women folks pestered ye, an'
tell 'em ter go ter hell."
As the girl looked about the place--all her own--tears came welling to
her eyes. How could this boy--more nearly a wild beast than any other
human creature she had ever known--have had the delicacy to understand
that longing for privacy and self-withdrawal which at times had almost
maddened her with its intensity? She sank down in the one chair and sat
with the flames playing on her face and lighting the tears that flowed
noiselessly, and, when she looked up to thank her champion, he was
gazing down on her with a face set in a mask-like tautness,--less it
betray emotion of which he was ashamed.
But he had not missed the tears in her eyes and he knew that his humble
service had moved her. Suddenly he knew something else. It was not only
because she had been less unpleasant than the other members of the
household that he had missed her when she went away and had looked
forward to her home-coming. He had set up his shrine to hatred of
mankind. His experience had taught him much of enmity and little of
love. He knew in an impersonal fashion that men had sweethearts and went
"sparking" with girls, but for all this sort of thing he had retained in
his young manhood the same sort of contempt which most boys pass through
and out-grow in earlier life.
Now, he stood there before the roar of the fire on the hearth that he
had built and watched the shadows retreat into the corners of the room.
He saw Minerva sitting with her eyes still pensive and her lips still
smiling, and the flames awakening soft color on her cheeks and mahogany
glints in her hair.
She was beautiful. To a more discerning eye that would have long ago
been apparent, but until now beauty had meant nothing to Newt Spooner.
It had not existed.
So, with the stunning effect of light breaking on eyes that have been
sightless, the young man in the frayed and drab homespun, whose brain
had been even more colorless and somber than his clothes, felt a wild
hunger to take her in his arms and claim her for his own. That this
thing had been growing in his mind, unrealized until this moment, he did
not suspect. That it was much less sudden than it seemed, he did not
understand. He knew only that he, Newt Spooner, vassal to hate, was now
in love, and, as he acknowledged it to himself, his face became drawn
and pale, and his hands clenched themselves, for with the
self-confession came utter despair.
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