She sat there in the chair he had made, by the hearth he had reared, in
the room he had built--and the work had been that of a good craftsman
because they had compelled him to learn in the penitentiary. Outside the
winds were screaming about the roof-slabs he had nailed down. She was so
close that he could put out his hand and touch her--and because now he
wanted her beyond everything, even beyond the life of the man who had
ruined his life, it was terribly clear that she could never be close to
him except in such physical proximity as that of this moment.
The ex-convict was not accustomed to thought. In its stead, he had
substituted brooding. Thought is hard and tinged with torture for the
brain that has not been reflective. Yet now he must think.
Minerva had been to the college. She yearned for even a greater degree
of education. He had built this room because he understood how she
shrank from the squalid and unclean life of the mountain cabin--and in
all the mountains was no more squalid creature than himself. She
despised the idea of blood-reprisal, and to forego that would, by his
standards, mean a baser surrender than for a priest to repudiate his
cloth.
He was ignorant, penniless, vindictive. She was, to his thinking,
learned, fastidious and pledged to the new "fotched-on" order.
Should he tell her that he loved her, provided he could imagine his
stoic lips shaping such phrases, she could only be offended and
distressed. He must not tell her. That one thing seemed certain, and,
as he stood there, masking the storm in his thin breast under a
scowling visage of tightly compressed lips and drawn brow, he was being
racked by a yearning greater than he had ever known or imagined.
How long he remained rigid and silent he did not know, but at last he
heard her voice, speaking very softly:
"Newty, you have been very good to me. You did all this for me--and yet
even you don't know how much it means to me."
"Hit warn't nothin'," he answered in a dead voice. Then, having resolved
not to betray himself, he found himself crying out to his own surprise,
in a tumult of fierce and passionate feeling: "I'd go plumb down inter
hell, fer ye, M'nervy."
The girl looked up, then she rose unsteadily, and laid a hand on his
arm. Her eyes were gazing very fixedly into his, and she spoke eagerly:
"You say you'd do that--for me. Do something else, Newty. Come--out of a
life that's not much better than hell--for me."
He spoke quietly again, though under her finger-touch his arm shook as
if it were suddenly palsied:
"I don't jest plumb understand ye."
"Give it all up, Newty." She was talking excitedly, and her words came
fast. "Give up this idea of vengeance. It's all wrong and mistaken--and
wicked. It hurts you most of all. You said out there to-night that this
was the only life you ever knew--"
"This an' ther penitenshery," he corrected her; and a harsh note stole
into the words as he uttered them.
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