The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 06 (of 12)Hazlitt, William
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The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 06 (of 12)
Hazlitt, William
English essays -- 19th century
for it is the past that gives me most delight and most assurance of
reality. What to me constitutes the great charm of the Confessions of
Rousseau is their turning so much upon this feeling. He seems to gather
up the past moments of his being like drops of honey-dew to distil a
precious liquor from them; his alternate pleasures and pains are the
beadroll that he tells over, and piously worships; he makes a rosary of
the flowers of hope and fancy that strewed his earliest years. When he
begins the last of the Reveries of a Solitary Walker, ‘_Il y a
aujourd’hui, jour des Pâques Fleuris, cinquante ans depuis que j’ai
premier vu Madame Warens_,’ what a yearning of the soul is implied in
that short sentence! Was all that had happened to him, all that he had
thought and felt in that sad interval of time, to be accounted nothing?
Was that long, dim, faded retrospect of years happy or miserable, a
blank that was not to make his eyes fail and his heart faint within him
in trying to grasp all that had once filled it and that had since
vanished, because it was not a prospect into futurity? Was he wrong in
finding more to interest him in it than in the next fifty years—which he
did not live to see; or if he had, what then? Would they have been worth
thinking of, compared with the times of his youth, of his first meeting
with Madame Warens, with those times which he has traced with such truth
and pure delight ‘in our heart’s tables?’ When ‘all the life of life was
flown,’ was he not to live the first and best part of it over again, and
once more be all that he then was?—Ye woods that crown the clear lone
brow of Norman Court, why do I revisit ye so oft, and feel a soothing
consciousness of your presence, but that your high tops waving in the
wind recal to me the hours and years that are for ever fled, that ye
renew in ceaseless murmurs the story of long-cherished hopes and bitter
disappointment, that in your solitudes and tangled wilds I can wander
and lose myself as I wander on and am lost in the solitude of my own
heart; and that as your rustling branches give the loud blast to the
waste below—borne on the thoughts of other years, I can look down with
patient anguish at the cheerless desolation which I feel within! Without
that face pale as the primrose with hyacinthine locks, for ever shunning
and for ever haunting me, mocking my waking thoughts as in a dream,
without that smile which my heart could never turn to scorn, without
those eyes, dark with their own lustre, still bent on mine, and drawing
the soul into their liquid mazes like a sea of love, without that name
trembling in fancy’s ear, without that form gliding before me like Oread
or Dryad in fabled groves, what should I do, how pass away the listless
leaden-footed hours? Then wave, wave on, ye woods of Tuderley, and lift
your high tops in the air; my sighs and vows uttered by your mystic
voice breathe into me my former being, and enable me to bear the thing I
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