The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 12 (of 12)Hazlitt, William
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The collected works of William Hazlitt, Vol. 12 (of 12)
Hazlitt, William
English essays -- 19th century
I remember hearing a lady of great sense and acuteness speak of it as a
painful consequence of the natural shyness of scholars, that from the
want of a certain address, or an acquaintance with the common forms of
society, they despair of making themselves agreeable to women of
education and a certain rank in life, and throw away their fine
sentiments and romantic tenderness on chambermaids and mantua-makers.
Not daring to hope for success where it would be most desirable, yet
anxious to realise in some way the dream of books and of their youth,
they are willing to accept a return of affection which they count upon
as a tribute of gratitude in those of lower circumstances, (as if
gratitude were ever bought by interest), and take up with the first
Dulcinea del Toboso that they meet with, when, would they only try the
experiment, they might do much better. Perhaps so: but there is here
also a mixture of pride as well as modesty. The scholar is not only
apprehensive of not meeting with a return of fondness where it might be
most advantageous to him; but he is afraid of subjecting his self-love
to the mortification of a repulse, and to the reproach of aiming at a
prize far beyond his deserts. Besides, living (as he does) in an _ideal_
world, he has it in his option to clothe his Goddess (be she who or what
she may) with all the perfections his heart doats on; and he works up a
dowdy of this ambiguous description _à son gré_, as an artist does a
piece of dull clay, or the poet the sketch of some unrivalled heroine.
The contrast is also the greater (and not the less gratifying as being
his own discovery,) between his favourite figure and the back-ground of
her original circumstances; and he likes her the better, inasmuch as,
like himself, she owes all to her own merit—and _his_ notice!
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