"Do you really think you are a crank?"
"I sometimes think so," he answered.
"Isn't it simply that you take a pride in being different from other
people. Don't you strive to be odd?"
"Are you talking seriously?" he asked.
"Yes."
"Well, then, I will say seriously that I do take a pride in being
different from some people?"
"Am I included?"
"Oh, nonsense, girl. What are you thinking about?"
"Oh, I know you don't care for any of us," she whimpered. "You won't
even let mother show her love for you; you try to surround yourself
with a lordly mystery."
"If I have a mystery it is far from a lordly one."
"But it's not far from annoying, I can tell you that."
"Don't try to pick a quarrel, little girl."
"Oh, I'm not half so anxious to quarrel as you are."
"All right; if that's the case, we'll get along smoothly. Get your
doll out of the little trunk and let us play with her."
She got up and stood with her hands resting on the back of the chair.
"If I didn't have to like you, Henry, I wouldn't like you a single
bit. But somehow I can't help it. It must be because I can't
understand you."
"Then why do you blame me for not making myself plain, since your
regard depends upon the uncertain light in which you see me?"
"You are so funny," she said.
"Then you ought to laugh at me instead of scolding."
"Indeed! But if I didn't scold sometimes you would rim over me; and
besides, we shouldn't have the happiness that comes from making up
again. Really, though, won't you think about what I have said?"
"I will think about you, and that will include all that you have said
and all that you may say."
"I oughtn't to kiss you good night, but after that I suppose I must.
There--Mr.--Ungratefulness. Good night."
CHAPTER XXVIII.
THE VERDICT.
During the first few weeks of his imprisonment, the murderer of old
man Colton had maintained a lightsome air, but as the time for his
trial drew near he appeared to lose the command of that self-hypnotism
which had seemed to extract gayety from wretchedness. To one who has
been condemned to death there comes a resignation that is deeper than
a philosophy. Despair has killed the nerve that fear exposed, and
nothing is left for terror to feed on. But Brooks had not this
deadened resignation, for he had a hope that he might escape the
gallows, and so long as there is a hope there is an anxiety. He had
refused to see his wife, for he felt that in her heart she had
condemned him and executed the sentence; but he was anxious to see
Witherspoon. He thought that with the aid of that logic which trade
teaches and which in its directness comes near being an intellectual
grace, he could explain himself to the merchant and thereby whiten his
crime, and he sent for him; but the messenger returned with a note
that bore words which Brooks had often heard Witherspoon speak and
which he himself so often had repeated: "Explain to the law."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account