Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
If she had had much experience of men and things,--if she had had the
habit of mean interpretation,--she would have understood the
architect's perplexity long before this. But added to her inexperience
was her persistent need of soul to see those she loved large and
generous.
"Well," Hart resumed, more guardedly, "I didn't mean any disrespect to
the old man. It's only the oldest law of life that he lived up to.
And I guess he meant to have me learn that law as fast as I can.
You've got to fight for what you want in this world, and fight hard,
and fight all the time. And there isn't much room for sentiment and
fine ideas and philanthropy until you are old, and have earned your
pile, and done your neighbor out of his in the process!"
She was silent, and he continued, willing to let her see some of the
harder, baser reaches of his mind:--
"It's just the same way with art. It's only good when it succeeds. It
doesn't live unless it can succeed in pleasing people, in making money.
I see that now! Chicago has taught me that much in two years. I'm
going to open my own shop as soon as I can and look for trade. That's
what uncle wanted me to do. If I get some big commissions, and put up
a lot of skyscrapers or mills, why, I shall have won out. What does
any one care for the kind of work you do? It's the price it brings
every time!"
"Don't say that! Please, please don't talk that way, so bitterly."
There was real pain in her voice, and her eyes were filmed with
incipient tears. He leaned forward in his low chair and asked
impetuously: "Why do you say that? Why do you care what I say?"
Her lips trembled; she looked at him piteously for a moment, as if to
beg him not to force her to confess more openly how he had hurt her,
how much she could be hurt by seeing in him the least touch of
baseness. She rose, without knowing what she did, in an unconscious
instinct for flight. She twisted her hands nervously, facing him, as
he rose, too, with her misty, honest eyes.
"Tell me!" he whispered. "Do you care?"
"Don't," she moaned inarticulately, seeking in her whirling brain for
some defence against the man.
They hung there, like this, for the space of several seconds, their
hearts beating furiously, caught in a sudden wave of emotion, which
drew them inexorably closer, against their reason; which mastered their
natures without regard for their feeble human wills....
He drew her to him and kissed her. She murmured in the same weak,
defenceless tone as before,--"Don't, not yet."
But she gave herself quite unreservedly to his strong arms. She gave
herself with all the perfect self-forgetfulness of an absolutely pure
woman who loves and is glad. The little thoughts of self were
forgotten, the preconceptions of her training. She was glad to give,
to give all, in the joy of giving to him!
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