The Complete Essays of John GalsworthyGalsworthy, John
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The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy
Galsworthy, John
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The mare jumped a pile of stones, which appeared, as it were, after we
had passed over; and it came into my mind that, if we happened to strike
one of the old quarry pits, we should infallibly be killed. Somehow,
there was pleasure in this thought, that we might, or might not, strike
that old quarry pit. The blood in us being hot, we had pure joy in
charging its white, impalpable solidity, which made way, and at once
closed in behind us. There was great fun in this yard-by-yard discovery
that we were not yet dead, this flying, shelterless challenge to
whatever might lie out there, five yards in front. We felt supremely
above the wish to know that our necks were safe; we were happy, panting
in the vapour that beat against our faces from the sheer speed of our
galloping. Suddenly the ground grew lumpy and made up-hill. The mare
slackened pace; we stopped. Before us, behind, to right and left, white
vapour. No sky, no distance, barely the earth. No wind in our faces, no
wind anywhere. At first we just got our breath, thought nothing, talked
a little. Then came a chillness, a faint clutching over the heart.
The mare snuffled; we turned and made down-hill. And still the mist
thickened, and seemed to darken ever so little; we went slowly, suddenly
doubtful of all that was in front. There came into our minds visions, so
distant in that darkening vapour, of a warm stall and manger of oats;
of tea and a log fire. The mist seemed to have fingers now, long, dark
white, crawling fingers; it seemed, too, to have in its sheer silence
a sort of muttered menace, a shuddery lurkingness, as if from out of
it that spirit of the unknown, which in hot blood we had just now so
gleefully mocked, were creeping up at us, intent on its vengeance. Since
the ground no longer sloped, we could not go down-hill; there were no
means left of telling in what direction we were moving, and we stopped
to listen. There was no sound, not one tiny noise of water, wind in
trees, or man; not even of birds or the moor ponies. And the mist
darkened. The mare reached her head down and walked on, smelling at the
heather; every time she sniffed, one's heart quivered, hoping she had
found the way. She threw up her head, snorted, and stood still;
and there passed just in front of us a pony and her foal, shapes
of scampering dusk, whisked like blurred shadows across a sheet.
Hoof-silent in the long heather—as ever were visiting ghosts—they were
gone in a flash. The mare plunged forward, following. But, in the feel
of her gallop, and the feel of my heart, there was no more that
ecstasy of facing the unknown; there was only the cold, hasty dread of
loneliness. Far asunder as the poles were those two sensations, evoked
by this same motion. The mare swerved violently and stopped. There,
passing within three yards, from the same direction as before,
the soundless shapes of the pony and her foal flew by again, more
intangible, less dusky now against the darker screen. Were we, then, to
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