The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy — John Shaqi
The Complete Essays of John GalsworthyGalsworthy, John
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The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy
Galsworthy, John
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blind, you hit at it agen an' agen. The poor thing, it wriggled and
snapped, an' I was terrified it'd bite me, an' some'ow it got away.”'
Again our friend paused, and this time we dared not look at him.
“The next hospitality it was shown,” he went on presently, “was by a
farmer, who, seeing it all bloody, drove it off, thinking it had been
digging up a lamb that he'd just buried. The poor homeless beast came
sneaking back, so he told his men to get rid of it. Well, they got hold
of it somehow—there was a hole in its neck that looked as if they'd used
a pitchfork—and, mortally afraid of its biting them, but not liking, as
they told me, to drown it, for fear the owner might come on them, they
got a stake and a chain, and fastened it up, and left it in the water
by the hay-stack where I found it. I had some conversation with that
farmer. 'That's right,' he said, 'but who was to know? I couldn't have
my sheep worried. The brute had blood on his muzzle. These curs do a
lot of harm when they've once been blooded. You can't run risks.”' Our
friend cut viciously at a dandelion with his stick. “Run risks!” he
broke out suddenly: “That was it from beginning to end of that poor
beast's sufferings, fear! From that fellow on the bicycle, afraid of the
worry and expense, as soon as it showed signs of distemper, to myself
and the man with the pitch fork—not one of us, I daresay, would have
gone out of our way to do it—a harm. But we felt fear, and so by the law
of self-preservation, or what ever you like—it all began, till there the
poor thing was, with a battered head and a hole in its neck, ravenous
with hunger, and too distraught even to lap my bread and milk. Yes, and
there's something uncanny about a suffering animal—we sat watching it,
and again we were afraid, looking at its eyes and the way it bit the
air. Fear! It's the black godmother of all damnable things!”
Our friend bent down, crumpling and crumpling at his dog's ears. We,
too, gazed at the ground, thinking of, that poor lost puppy, and the
horrible inevitability of all that happens, seeing men are what they
are; thinking of all the foul doings in the world, whose black godmother
is Fear.
“And what became of the poor dog?” one of us asked at last.
“When,” said our friend slowly, “I'd had my fill of watching, I covered
it with a rug, took this fellow away with me, and went to bed. There was
nothing else to do. At dawn I was awakened by three dreadful cries—not
like a dog's at all. I hurried down. There was the poor beast—wriggled
out from under the rug-stretched on its side, dead. This fellow of mine
had followed me in, and he went and sat down by the body. When I spoke
to him he just looked round, and wagged his tail along the ground,
but would not come away; and there he sat till it was buried, very
interested, but not sorry at all.”
Our friend was silent, looking angrily at something in the distance.
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