The Complete Essays of John GalsworthyGalsworthy, John
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The Complete Essays of John Galsworthy
Galsworthy, John
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“For,” I thought, “if it is ridiculous in me to despise my friend —that
perfect marvel of disharmony—it is ridiculous in me to despise anything.
If he is a little bit of continuity, as perfectly logical an expression
of a necessary phase or mood of existence as I myself am, then,
surely, there is nothing in all the world that is not a little bit of
continuity, the expression of a little necessary mood. Yes,” I thought,
“he and I, and those olive-trees, and this spider on my hand, and
everything in the Universe which has an individual shape, are all
fit expressions of the separate moods of a great underlying Mood or
Principle, which must be perfectly adjusted, volving and revolving on
itself. For if It did not volve and revolve on Itself, It would peter
out at one end or the other, and the image of this petering out no man
with his mental apparatus can conceive. Therefore, one must conclude
It to be perfectly adjusted and everlasting. But if It is perfectly
adjusted and everlasting, we are all little bits of continuity, and if
we are all little bits of continuity it is ridiculous for one of us to
despise another. So,” I thought, “I have now proved it from my friend in
the billy-cock hat up to the Universe, and from the Universe down, back
again to my friend.”
And I lay on my back and looked at the sky. It seemed friendly to my
thought with its smile, and few white clouds, saffron-tinged like the
plumes of a white duck in sunlight. “And yet,” I wondered, “though my
friend and I may be equally necessary, I am certainly irritated by him,
and shall as certainly continue to be irritated, not only by him, but
by a thousand other men and so, with a light heart, you may go on being
irritated with your friend in the bowler hat, you may go on loving those
peasants and this sky and sea. But, since you have this theory of life,
you may not despise any one or any thing, not even a skittle-alley, for
they are all threaded to you, and to despise them would be to blaspheme
against continuity, and to blaspheme against continuity would be to deny
Eternity. Love you cannot help, and hate you cannot help; but contempt
is—for you—the sovereign idiocy, the irreligious fancy!”
There was a bee weighing down a blossom of thyme close by, and
underneath the stalk a very ugly little centipede. The wild bee, with
his little dark body and his busy bear's legs, was lovely to me, and
the creepy centipede gave me shudderings; but it was a pleasant thing to
feel so sure that he, no less than the bee, was a little mood expressing
himself out in harmony with Designs tiny thread on the miraculous quilt.
And I looked at him with a sudden zest and curiosity; it seemed to me
that in the mystery of his queer little creepings I was enjoying the
Supreme Mystery; and I thought: “If I knew all about that wriggling
beast, then, indeed, I might despise him; but, truly, if I knew all
about him I should know all about everything—Mystery would be gone, and
I could not bear to live!”
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