The Complete Short Works of Georg EbersEbers, Georg
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The Complete Short Works of Georg Ebers
Ebers, Georg
German fiction -- Translations into English
Very rarely did she recall the day when the funeral-pile had cooled,
and the ashes of the two mothers, both so early summoned to the realm
of shadows, were collected, placed in the vases, and added to the other
urns. But now she could not help remembering it, and how she had sat
before one of the pillars of the monument weeping bitterly, and asking
herself again and again, if it were possible that her mother would
never, never come to kiss her, speak caressing words, arrange her hair
and pet her; nay, for the first time, she longed to hear even a sharp
reproof from the lips now closed forever.
Phaon was standing by the other pillar, his eyes covered with his right
hand.
Never before or since had she seen him look so sad, and it cut her to
the heart when she noticed that he trembled as if a chill had seized
him, and, drawing a long breath, pushed back the hair, which like a
coalblack curtain, covered half his forehead. She had wept bitterly, but
he shed no tears. Only a few poor words were exchanged between them in
that hour, but each one still echoed in her ears to-day, as if hours
instead of years intervened between that time and now.
"Mine was so good," Xanthe had sobbed; but he only nodded, and, after
fifteen minutes had passed, said nothing but, "And mine too."
In spite of the long pause that separated the girl's words from the
boy's, they were tenderly united, bound together by the thought,
dwelling uninterruptedly in both childish hearts, "My mother was so
good."
It was again Xanthe who, after some time, had broken the silence by
asking "Whom have I now?"
Again it was long ere Phaon, for his only answer, could repeat softly:
"Yes, whom?"
They were trivial words, but they expressed the deep wretchedness which
only a child's heart can feel.
Scarcely had they found their way over the boy's lips when he pressed
his left hand also over his eyes, his breast heaved convulsively, and a
torrent of burning tears coursed down his cheeks.
Both children still had their fathers, but they forgot them in this
hour.
Who, if the warm sun were extinguished, would instantly remember that
the moon and stars remain?
As Phaon wept so violently, Xanthe's tears began to flow more slowly,
and she gazed at him a long time with ardent sympathy, unperceived by
the lad, for he still covered his eyes with his hands.
The child had met a greater grief than her own, and, as soon as she
felt that she was less sorrow-stricken than her playfellow, a desire to
soothe his sorrow arose.
As the whole plant, with its flowers and fruit, is contained in the
sprouting seed, so, too, in the youngest girl lives the future mother,
who dries all tears, cheers and consoles.
As Phaon remained in the same attitude, Xanthe rose, approached him,
timidly pulled his cloak, and said:
"Come down to our house; I will show you something pretty: four young
doves have come out of the shell; they have big, wide bills, and are
very ugly."
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