The Complete Short Works of Georg EbersEbers, Georg
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The Complete Short Works of Georg Ebers
Ebers, Georg
German fiction -- Translations into English
At Pforzheim a barber had examined the wound and, shaking his head,
pronounced the black plaster a malignant blood poisoner, and when she
refused to have the leg amputated, applied a yellow one, which proved
no better. When Cyriax counted up his receipts in the evening, called to
red-haired Gitta his favourite maxim, "Fools never die," and handed to
her--Kuni--the larger brandy bottle to fill, she had often summoned up
her courage and begged him to buy an indulgence for his sweet little
Juli. The result was certain--she knew it from her own experience.
Shortly after the child's death he had thrust his hand into his purse
more than once at such an appeal and given money for a few candles, but
it had not been possible to persuade him to purchase the paper.
This refusal was by no means due to mere parsimony. Kuni knew what
induced him to maintain his resistance so obstinately, for in her
presence he had told pock-marked Ratz that he would not take the
indulgence gratis. Wherever he might be, his family ought to go, and he
did not wish to be anywhere that he would not find Juli.
He did not doubt the continued life of the soul after death, but
precisely because he was sure that the gates of paradise would remain
closed to him throughout eternity he would not help to open them for the
dead child. When his imagination tortured him with fancies that mice and
beetles were leaping and running out of his pockets and the breast of
his doublet, he thought that his end was drawing near. If the devil then
had power over his soul, his imps might drag him wherever they pleased,
if only he might see little Juli there and hear her call "Baba" and
"Father." It would lessen the tortures of hell, however severe they
might be. Was it possible for him to conceive of any greater folly than
to rob himself of this consolation by transporting the child, through
the indulgence, to the kingdom of heaven, where he could never see her
again. He had accumulated a goodly sum by begging, it is true, but,
strangely enough, he did not think of purchasing salvation for himself
in order to meet his child again in heaven, instead of amid the flames
of purgatory. Though he had become as rich as the Fuggers, paradise, he
knew, would still be closed to him. He was not fit for it.
He hated everybody who was rich and respectable. He would rather be
with his child in the mire of hell than to go with her to a magnificent
garden of paradise where swearing was forbidden, where there was no
brandy and no highroad, and which offered only pleasures which were none
to him.
So Kuni was forced to see the child remain in the fires of purgatory,
which hurt her little less than her aching limb.
At her entrance into The Blue Pike pain and mental suffering had driven
her to the verge of despair. But the day which began so sorrowfully was
followed by an evening of delight--she owed to it her new meeting with
Lienhard.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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