forms of thought, and the material world as hypothetical, and withal our
pretension of property and even of self-hood are fading with the rest,
if, at last, even our thoughts are not finalities; but the incessant
flowing and ascension reach these also, and each thought which yesterday
was a finality, to-day is yielding to a larger generalization?
With such volatile elements to work in, ’tis no wonder if our estimates
are loose and floating. We must work and affirm, but we have no guess
of the value of what we say or do. The cloud is now as big as your
hand, and now it covers a county. That story of Thor, who was set to
drain the drinking-horn in Asgard, and to wrestle with the old woman,
and to run with the runner Lok, and presently found that he had been
drinking up the sea, and wrestling with Time, and racing with Thought,
describes us who are contending, amid these seeming trifles, with the
supreme energies of Nature. We fancy we have fallen into bad company
and squalid condition, low debts, shoe-bills, broken glass to pay for,
pots to buy, butcher’s meat, sugar, milk, and coal. ’Set me some great
task, ye gods! and I will show my spirit.’ ’Not so,’ says the good
Heaven; ’plod and plough, vamp your old coats and hats, weave a
shoestring; great affairs and the best wine by and by.’ Well, ’tis all
phantasm; and if we weave a yard of tape in all humility, and as well as
we can, long hereafter we shall see it was no cotton tape at all, but
some galaxy which we braided, and that the threads were Time and Nature.
We cannot write the order of the variable winds. How can we penetrate
the law of our shifting moods and susceptibility? Yet they differ as
all and nothing. Instead of the firmament of yesterday, which our eyes
require, it is to-day an eggshell which coops us in; we cannot even see
what or where our stars of destiny are. From day to day, the capital
facts of human life are hidden from our eyes. Suddenly the mist rolls
up, and reveals them, and we think how much good time is gone, that
might have been saved, had any hint of these things been shown. A
sudden rise in the road shows us the system of mountains, and all the
summits, which have been just as near us all the year, but quite out of
mind. But these alternations are not without their order, and we are
parties to our various fortune. If life seem a succession of dreams,
yet poetic justice is done in dreams also. The visions of good men are
good; it is the undisciplined will that is whipped with bad thoughts and
bad fortunes. When we break the laws, we lose our hold on the central
reality. Like sick men in hospitals, we change only from bed to bed,
from one folly to another; and it cannot signify much what becomes of
such castaways,—wailing, stupid, comatose creatures,—lifted from bed to
bed, from the nothing of life to the nothing of death.
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