The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"There is a great scarcity of houses," he said, "and you would get a
good price. Besides, with your son married and away you will not
have the same need for a big house in London... When the fund has
been collected, it will be settled on Miss Phenton, as it is her
position that requires safeguarding; you have assured me of your
son's abilities, so he should have no difficulty in making a big
income in the position which I contemplate offering him. If he
fails, it will be his own fault; but, as I never believe in
bolstering up failures, his wife must be made independent of his
success in business. If you consent to this in principle and will
empower me to work out the details, your son's appointment is
secured, and he can sail for China as soon as he can get a passage.
Let us now go in to dinner, or Miss Phenton will be wondering what
has happened to us."
I felt _then_ that he had decided to break me at all costs, one shock
after another. _Forcing_ Will into marriage, _driving_ him abroad,
calmly proposing that I should denude myself of everything--and then
throwing me face to face with this girl. I tried to protest... And
then I knew that, if he did not give me something to eat, I should
simply break down...
I had met the girl before, of course--just for a moment, hardly long
enough to take in more than a general view, "the old clergyman's
pretty little daughter", if you understand me... Big grey eyes and a
quantity of soft hair; a shy, appealing girl...
"Won't you leave us alone for a moment?," I said to Sir Appleton.
Rather to my surprise he _did_ have the consideration to oblige me in
that. "Molly, my dear, won't you kiss me?," I said.
The poor little thing shrank from me...
"I'm so _ashamed_," she cried.
"My child, my child," I said, "you are overwrought. But we are going
to send you right away, where you will forget all your troubles. All
will be well. All would have been well from the beginning if you had
trusted me and taken me into your confidence."
"I felt you'd think me so wicked!," sobbed the poor little thing.
I told her that I couldn't think _her_ wicked without thinking the
same of Will.
"Right and Wrong," I said, "existed from the beginning and will
endure to the end, irrespective of conventions and institutions. I
say to you what I should not dare say to your father: right and wrong
are older than any marriage laws. You love my boy?"
"Oh, I do," she cried. "I never loved any one before and I could
never love any one else."
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