The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"And he loves you," I said. "Need we say any more at present? I
find it hard to spare him, but sooner or later this is a thing that
comes to every mother. If I surrender him to you, will you in your
turn take my place and devote yourself to him as I have tried to do?
There is so little time and so many things to do that I cannot talk
to you as I should like. Very soon you will be married, very soon
you will both have slipped away to a very far country. Nothing that
any of us can do for you both will be left undone; every penny that
we can scrape together will be yours. As time goes on, you will
learn how much money can do--and how little. All my life I have been
scraping and pinching, pinching and scraping to provide for the
happiness and comfort of my husband and son. You will have to do the
same. Very few of us have enough for all we should like, and you
will find that between husband and wife, when one has to yield, it is
the wife who yields. That is the law of the Medes and Persians. Too
often it is 'A suit for him _or_ a frock for me'... Promise me that
you will never let my boy go short of anything. He has been brought
up to a certain standard of comfort, and I know by experience that,
if you try to reduce that, it will be you who will suffer in the long
run. That is part of the price that we pay for being women. And
now," I said, "let me kiss my daughter."
I do not wonder that my boy fell in love with her. _You_ will, too,
the moment you see her. As Arthur did... There is nothing much more
to tell you about our dinner with Sir Appleton; when he _did_ allow
us to begin, I will say that he tried to make amends for any
exhibition of what I had better call the business manner.
Of course, when I reached home, I found that I had only got rid of
one trouble to make way for another. Arthur... He would have been
even more furious if he had been less bewildered, but, as it is, I
try to forget and I shall certainly not remind him of certain things
that he said about my going to work behind his back, taking decisions
over his head. When one has grown _attached_ to a house... Is it
not my frame and setting? Is not every corner filled, for me, with
memories of the old days when the princess almost lived with us?
There was an entirely _meaningless_ explosion at the expense of poor
Will, who very properly refused to be drawn into argument and went
straight to bed.
"My dear Arthur," I said, "sooner or later this was inevitable. When
our boy married, we knew that we should have to go on providing for
him. Is it so great a sacrifice that we should move into a smaller
house, that you, perhaps, should have to work longer than you had
intended? It is to establish our son in life."
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