The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"Please understand," I said, "that I accept no responsibility. The
child goes to and from the hospital _when_ she likes, _how_ she
likes. I know nothing of the people with whom she associates there;
and, if you like the idea of her coming in at all hours from theatres
and dances, I suppose it's all right. But I can't stop her," I said;
"I feel it my duty to tell you I can't stop her."
Brackenbury made some foolish rejoinder about Phyllida's head being
screwed on tight or her heart being in the right place. (In that
family they _express_ themselves so uncouthly. Goodness me, one need
not be a blue-stocking to realize that English _has_ a certain
dignity.) She was only doing what every other girl did, he said...
I'm as democratic as any one, but I wondered what our _father_ would
have said to the doctrine that his daughter might do a thing simply
because everybody else was doing it...
You know this Colonel Butler, perhaps? (It's only brevet-rank; if he
stays on in the army, he reverts to full lieutenant only.) I'll
confess at once that I liked him. When he was convalescent, Phyllida
brought him to luncheon one day in Mount Street, and I thought him a
decent, manly young fellow. I understand he comes from the west of
England; and that, perhaps, accounts for the accent which I thought I
detected; or, of course, he may simply have been not altogether at
ease. (When I commented on it afterwards to Phyllida, she insisted
that he was very badly shaken by his wound and the three
operations... I think that was the first time I suspected anything;
she championed him so very warmly.) I liked him--frankly. Some one
quite early in the war said something about "temporary officers" and
"temporary gentlemen"--it was very naughty, but so true!--; I said to
my boy Will, when Colonel Butler was gone:
"If they were all like _him_, the army might be proud of them."
"All I've met _are_ like him," said Phyllida, "only of course not so
much so."
I was struggling to find a meaning--Phyllida expresses herself almost
as carelessly as her poor mother, but with hardly her mother's
excuse--, when she began to pour out a catalogue of his virtues: he
had won a Military Cross and a Distinguished Service Order with a
bar, he was the youngest colonel in the army, I don't know what else.
"Who are his people?," I asked.
A name like Butler is so very misleading; it may be all right--or it
may not.
"I _really_ don't know," said Phyllida, "and, what's more, I don't
care..."
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