The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
And, if you please, I was left to understand that she was effacing
herself, giving him up and making way for another woman simply
because she fancied that he would be happier. I confess I should
have had little patience with her, if she had not been so pitiable.
Life was a blank without Spenworth.
"Then why," I asked, "do you cut your own throat and drag the name of
the family through the mire? Have you _no_ sense of your position
after all these years, _no_ feeling for the rest of us?"
"It's for him," she said.
And I verily believe that, if he had told her literally to cut her
throat, she would have done it...
I have never been greatly attached to Kathleen. These backboneless,
emotional women... But I felt that _some_body must do _some_thing
for her. She came to Mount Street, and I reasoned with her again; at
Cheniston I may be less than the dust, but under my own vine and
fig-tree... In London I _have_ a certain _niche_ and I was bound to
warn her that a divorced woman is _mal vue_ in certain circles and
among certain persons who sometimes do me the honour to dine at my
house. There would be occasions on which I should be unable to
invite her. You would have said that she didn't care... She was
staying with us when the case was tried; she stayed all through the
summer, four months. No, you mustn't give me credit to which I'm not
entitled. I felt very little sympathy when she proved obdurate; but,
if one _could_ do anything to brighten her lot... I gave one or two
little parties... Trying to take her out of herself. To some extent
I succeeded. Kathleen has still the remains of good looks, though
that fair fluffiness is not a type that I admire. When I refused to
let her sit and mope in her room, she made an effort and assumed
quite an attractive appearance. Several men were impressed...
There was one in particular. I won't give you his name... And yet I
don't know why I shouldn't; if Phyllida persuades you to listen to
her story, I am sure she will spare you nothing. He was introduced
to me as Captain Laughton; and the name conveyed nothing to me until
some one reminded me of the old boy-and-girl attachment before
Kathleen married Spenworth, when this man Laughton pretended to be
heart-broken and disappeared to Central India. They had not met for
twenty years, but, when he read of the divorce proceedings, I can
only assume that he sought her out. Will met him at his club, I
think, and the man virtually invited himself to come and dine. I was
not greatly enchanted by him at our first meeting, but he was a new
interest to Kathleen (I knew nothing until _days_ afterwards when I
tackled her about her really unaccountable behaviour with him)...
And I must confess that there were moments when poor Kathleen was a
grave trial and I repented my impetuosity in asking her to stay with
us. Captain Laughton came a second time and a third. By the end of
a month he had really done us the honour to make our house his own...
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