The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
And you could see it a hundred times a day when our tour began. Any
excuse to slip away and be together. When I suggested a _détour_ to
call on Sir Charles Spokeleigh, I was told at once that Captain
Laughton did not know him and that Kathleen disliked his wife--or had
a head-ache, I forget which. Kathleen always had a head-ache if one
suggested a little constitutional before dinner. And Captain
Laughton insisted on staying behind with her. There was no great
harm, perhaps, in an out-of-the-way village which had escaped the
contamination of the London press, but in places like Dorchester,
Gloucester, Hereford... One was known; the papers would announce us
among the new arrivals: "Lady Spenworth, Lady Ann Spenworth, Captain
Laughton..." and so on and so forth. They could not afford to take
the slightest risk. If I had yielded to their entreaties and then
the car had broken down... The King's Proctor or whoever he is would
never believe that it was an accident and that they were truly
innocent. There would be the record in the register of the hotel...
I am thankful to say that we were spared all catastrophes; and I
frankly enjoyed the tour, though it was impossible to escape a
feeling of conspiracy. The only hitch occurred at the end as we came
within thirty miles of Brackenbury. The roads there are not all that
could be desired, and I should not have contemplated for a moment the
cross-country journey, were it not that I saw an opportunity of
healing the unhappy breach with my niece Phyllida. At present she is
so terribly and unjustly bitter that there is nothing she will not
believe and say. It occurred to me that, if I, the older woman, made
the first advance... A gracious phrase or two, telling her that I
could not pass her home--my _old_ home--with the feeling that any
rancour remained... You understand. It is always worth a little
inconvenience to be gracious... And she had been speaking quite
wickedly about me...
We lunched that day at Norton and had arranged to sleep at Rugely. I
need hardly say that, when I suggested a _détour_ to Brackenbury--an
extra forty miles at most--, Kathleen discovered that she was tired
out and Captain Laughton trumped up his usual excuse that he didn't
know my brother and disliked "butting in" on strangers...
Ridiculous! I've never met a man more completely self-possessed...
For once I broke my rule and said that they might go on by themselves
and order rooms for us in Rugely. They would leave a note for us at
the General Post Office to say where we should meet them.
"Drive carefully!," Captain Laughton called out, as we started from
Norton. "It will be the devil and all, if anything happens to you."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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