The confessions of a well-meaning woman — John Shaqi
The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
And in another sense they disappeared: as Will said, "Plant an
Erckmann in England, and up comes an Erskine." Poor souls, if they
had changed their names _before_ the war and if some one could have
performed an operation to rid Sir Adolphus of that appalling guttural
accent... I really began to feel sorry for them when all their
friends--led, if you please, by my Lady Maitland--turned the cold
shoulder. "Satisfy me," I said to Arthur, "that he is a truly loyal
subject, and I should like to see if I could not shew him a little
kindness."
"He's a noxious creature," said Arthur with his usual intolerance,
"but all these stories of spying and of blackmailing ministers are
sheer flumdiddle. It isn't worth his while. Whoever wins, Erskine
will make money. He's technically loyal; but he's a man without
patriotism, because the whole world is his country. For the Lord's
sake, don't throw _your_ mantle over him; as long as there _are_
national distinctions, I object to the way these international Jew
financiers settle in England for their own convenience."
"I am not," I said, "concerned with that. You may be right. Perhaps
we should all of us have done better to hold aloof and offer him no
welcome at the outset. But, do you know, I feel a certain
responsibility? _Having_ been received here, having _poured_ money
like water into the pockets of his so-called friends, will he not
form a low view of our sincerity and goodwill if every one abandons
him at a time like this? I am disinterested: we have accepted
nothing from him, we can look to him for nothing; but there is a
reproach which I feel it my duty to remove."
I could not make Arthur see that people like Connie Maitland, _liée_
with the poor man one moment and throwing him to the wolves the
next... We are not _all_ of us like that in England.
"Well, for Heaven's sake, don't ask him when _I'm_ here," was the
utmost encouragement I got from my husband.
Truly honestly, I think this stubborn opposition drove me perhaps
farther than I had first intended to go. A day or two later I found
myself in the same house as Sir Adolphus and I _spoke_ to him...
"You," I said, "do not know me; and I only know you by sight, though
I have long been acquainted with your record of generous support to
the cause of music. Will you allow a total stranger to tell you her
disgust with the venomous attacks which have been made on you since
the beginning of the war?"
Little enough, you may think; but I believe those were the first kind
words that he had heard for three or four years. The man is _not_
prepossessing, but we formed quite a friendship...
"Will not you and Lady Erskine," I said, "come and dine with me some
night? I am not in a position to _entertain_ in any sense of the
word; my boy is at the front, my husband is away on business; but
perhaps, if a family party would not bore you..."
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