The confessions of a well-meaning womanMcKenna, Stephen
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The confessions of a well-meaning woman
McKenna, Stephen
English fiction -- 20th century; Upper class -- England -- Fiction; Women -- England -- Fiction
"My dear boy," I reassured him, "if she were a complete impostor,
does one make a fool of oneself by asking her to dinner once or
twice? If so, I am afraid I rank hospitality above my own personal
dignity."
As a matter of fact, it was all the other way. Mrs. Sawyer developed
a mania for entertaining. I went gingerly at first, for one had seen
so many _rastaquouères_ treading that road, but no fault could be
found with her methods. Either through Connie Maitland or others,
she seemed to know _every one_, and you went to the little _réunions_
in South Audley Street with the certainty that, if you did not meet
all your friends there, at least every one that you met would be a
friend. I enjoyed her parties; indeed, I only hope that she enjoyed
them as much as we did, though I confess I sometimes looked at those
tragic black eyes and wondered what amusement it could give her.
Stay! There was _one_ blot: her hospitality left one no opportunity
of making an adequate return. Where there is a marked difference of
means, I am the last to suggest that one should proceed on the
principle of "a cutlet for a cutlet and a quail for a quail", but it
is uncomfortable to feel that everything is coming from one side. My
_own_ conscience is clear, for we had done our part; Mrs. Sawyer had
in fact dined with us once in Mount Street--just Will and me; I am
not in a position to entertain in the old sense of the word--, we had
asked her again at least once, and she had never been able to come.
It was always: "Oh, won't _you_ come to _me_? And whom shall I ask
to meet you? And would you prefer just to dine or shall we go to a
play?" All in that charming almost-broken English of hers. It would
have been ungracious to refuse...
I confess that I never saw and do not see to this day how some of the
"Have-Beens" justified their existence. I mean, Will and I dined or
lunched or went to a play with her three and four times a week,
_simply_ because Major Blanstock told us that she was alone in London
and Connie Maitland had asked me to look after her. I can assure
you, we _never_ went to South Audley Street without finding a little
cluster of "Bunnies" and "Theos" and the rest.
I tackled one of them about it... This is between ourselves, but it
was Mr. Gorleigh--"Reggie" Gorleigh, I suppose I should call him, to
be in the fashion.
"You seem a _great_ friend of Mrs. Sawyer," I said. "I am always
meeting you here. Tell me; I don't know how long she is staying in
London, but one would like her to take away a pleasant memory of such
hospitality as one can shew her. Is there anything we can do to make
a little return? I hardly like to go _on_ taking with both hands."
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