The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
permitted; they sent him word that I was to be detained there, and
in quarter of an hour after, I saw my little bundle arrive. M. de la
Martiniere, secretary of the embassy, had in a manner the care of me;
while following him to the chamber appropriated to my use, he said,
“This apartment was occupied under the Count de Luc, by a celebrated
man of the same name as yourself; it is in your power to succeed him in
every respect, and cause it to be said hereafter, Rousseau the First,
Rousseau the Second.” This similarity which I did not then expect, would
have been less flattering to my wishes could I have foreseen at what
price I should one day purchase the distinction.
What M. de la Martiniere had said excited my curiosity; I read the
works of the person whose chamber I occupied, and on the strength of the
compliment that had been paid me (imagining I had a taste for poetry)
made my first essay in a cantata in praise of Madam de Bonac. This
inclination was not permanent, though from time to time I have composed
tolerable verses. I think it is a good exercise to teach elegant
turns of expression, and to write well in prose, but could never find
attractions enough in French poetry to give entirely in to it.
M. de la Martiniere wished to see my style, and asked me to write the
detail I had before made the ambassador; accordingly I wrote him a
long letter, which I have since been informed was preserved by M. de
Marianne, who had long been attached to the Marquis de Bonac, and has
since succeeded M. de Martiniere as secretary to the embassy of M. de
Courtellies.
The experience I began to acquire tended to moderate my romantic
projects; for example, I did not fall in love with Madam de Bonac, but
also felt I did not stand much chance of succeeding in the service of
her husband. M. de la Martiniere was already in the only place that
could have satisfied my ambition, and M. de Marianne in expectancy:
thus my utmost hopes could only aspire to the office of under secretary,
which did not infinitely tempt me: this was the reason that when
consulted on the situation I should like to be placed in, I expressed a
great desire to go to Paris. The ambassador readily gave in to the idea,
which at least tended to disembarrass him of me. M. de Merveilleux,
interpreting secretary to the embassy, said, that his friend, M. Godard,
a Swiss colonel, in the service of France, wanted a person to be with
his nephew, who had entered very young into the service, and made
no doubt that I should suit him. On this idea, so lightly formed, my
departure was determined; and I, who saw a long journey to perform with
Paris at the end of it, was enraptured with the project. They gave me
several letters, a hundred livres to defray the expenses of my journey,
accompanied with some good advice, and thus equipped I departed.
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