The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
The difficulty still remained how I was to gain a subsistence? I have
already observed that I knew too little of engraving for that to furnish
my resource, and had I been more expert, Savoy was too poor a country
to give much encouragement to the arts. The above-mentioned glutton, who
ate for us as well as himself, being obliged to pause in order to gain
some relaxation from the fatigue of it, imparted a piece of advice,
which, according to him, came express from Heaven; though to judge by
its effects it appeared to have been dictated from a direct contrary
quarter: this was that I should go to Turin, where, in a hospital
instituted for the instruction of catechumens, I should find food, both
spiritual and temporal, be reconciled to the bosom of the church, and
meet with some charitable Christians, who would make it a point to
procure me a situation that would turn to my advantage. “In regard to
the expenses of the journey,” continued our advisor, “his grace, my lord
bishop, will not be backward, when once madam has proposed this holy
work, to offer his charitable donation, and madam, the baroness,
whose charity is so well known,” once more addressing himself to the
continuation of his meal, “will certainly contribute.”
I was by no means pleased with all these charities; I said nothing, but
my heart was ready to burst with vexation. Madam de Warens, who did not
seem to think so highly of this expedient as the projector pretended
to do, contented herself by saying, everyone should endeavor to promote
good actions, and that she would mention it to his lordship; but the
meddling devil, who had some private interest in this affair, and
questioned whether she would urge it to his satisfaction, took care to
acquaint the almoners with my story, and so far influenced those good
priests, that when Madam de Warens, who disliked the journey on my
account, mentioned it to the bishop, she found it so far concluded on,
that he immediately put into her hands the money designed for my little
viaticum. She dared not advance anything against it; I was approaching
an age when a woman like her could not, with any propriety, appear
anxious to retain me.
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