"Then, if he is behind the ugly things, too," said Roger, "we must take
him either way, so let us be glad of the beauty for its own sake.
Eskew says this is a wicked town. It may be--I don't know. He says
it's badly built; perhaps it is; but it doesn't seem to me that it's
ugly in itself. I don't know what its real self is, because it wears
so many aspects. God keeps painting it all the time, and never shows
me twice the same picture; not even two snowfalls are just alike, nor
the days that follow them; no more than two misty sunsets are
alike--for the color and even the form of the town you call ugly are a
matter of the season of the year and of the time of day and of the
light and air. The ugly town is like an endless gallery which you can
walk through, from year-end to year-end, never seeing the same canvas
twice, no matter how much you may want to--and there's the pathos of
it. Isn't it the same with people with the characters of all of us,
just as it is with our faces? No face remains the same for two
successive days--"
"It don't?" Colonel Flitcroft interrupted, with an explosive and rueful
incredulity. "Well, I'd like to--" Second thoughts came to him almost
immediately, and, as much out of gallantry as through discretion,
fearing that he might be taken as thinking of one at home, he relapsed
into silence.
Not so with the others. It was as if a firecracker had been dropped
into a sleeping poultry-yard. Least of all could Mr. Arp contain
himself. At the top of his voice, necessarily, he agreed with Roger
that faces changed, not only from day to day, and not only because of
light and air and such things, but from hour to hour, and from minute
to minute, through the hideous stimulus of hypocrisy.
The "argument" grew heated; half a dozen tidy quarrels arose; all the
sages went at it fiercely, except Roger Tabor, who stole quietly away.
The aged men were enjoying themselves thoroughly, especially those who
quarrelled. Naturally, the frail bark of the topic which had been
launched was whirled about by too many side-currents to remain long in
sight, and soon became derelict, while the intellectual dolphins dove
and tumbled in the depths. At the end of twenty minutes Mr. Arp
emerged upon the surface, and in his mouth was this:
"Tell me, why ain't the Church--why ain't the Church and the rest of
the believers in a future life lookin' for immortality at the other end
of life, too? If we're immortal, we always have been; then why don't
they ever speculate on what we were before we were born? It's because
they're too blame selfish--don't care a flapdoodle about what WAS, all
they want is to go on livin' forever."
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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