The Continental Monthly, Vol. 5, No. 5, May, 1864: Devoted To Literature And National PolicyVarious
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The Continental Monthly, Vol. 5, No. 5, May, 1864: Devoted To Literature And National Policy
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Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals; United States -- Politics and government -- 19th century -- Periodicals
This paroxysm of terror gradually passed away, but was succeeded by
other fancies equally productive of inquietude. What if the captive,
having recognized her, had whispered his story to the companions with
whom he had walked! He would surely not do so if he still loved her; but
what if his love had ceased, and he should be meanly desirous of
increasing his own importance by telling how he, a slave, had been the
chosen lover of the proudly allied lady before him? Nay, he would never
act thus, for it would be a baseness foreign to his nature; and yet have
not men of the most lofty sense of honor often fallen from their
original nobility, and revelled in self-degradation? And it somehow
seemed as though, at the last, the dwarf had looked up at her with a
strangely knowing leer. And was it merely her imagination that made her
think there was a certain sly approach to undue familiarity in the
usually deferential deportment of the armor bearer?
With the next morning, however, came more composed reflections. Though
the forebodings of the evening had naturally tinged her dreams with
similar vague imaginings of coming trouble, yet, upon the whole, her
sleep had brought rest, and the bright sunlight streaming in at the
window drove away the phantoms which, during the previous gloom, had so
confusedly disported themselves in her bewildered brain. She could now
indulge in a more cheering view of her situation; and she felt that
there was nothing in what had transpired of sufficient importance, when
coolly weighed and passed upon, to make her anxious or afraid.
In a sick and travel-worn slave she had recognized one to whom, in her
younger days, she had plighted her faith, and who had, in turn, given
his faith to her. He was now a captive, and she had become one of the
nobles of the empire. But his evil lot had not been of her procuring,
being merely one of those ill fortunes which are cast broadly over the
earth, and whose descent upon any one person more than upon another can
be attributed to destiny alone. Nor, in accepting her high position, had
she been guilty of breach of faith, for she had long awaited the return
of her lover, and he had not come. And through all those years, as she
had grown into more mature womanhood, she had vaguely felt that those
stolen interviews had been but the unreasoning suggestions of girlish
romance, too carelessly indifferent to the exigencies of poverty and
diverse nationality; and that, if he had ever returned to claim her,
mutual explanation and forgetfulness could have been their only proper
course. There was, therefore, nothing for which she could reproach
herself, or for which he could justly blame her, were he to recognize
her as the wife of another man.
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