The Convict Ship, Volume 1 (of 3)Russell, William Clark
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The Convict Ship, Volume 1 (of 3)
Russell, William Clark
Convict ships -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
When mother died, my aunt entreated me to live with her and leave the
doctor alone in his glory. My answer was: No, I should not think of
leaving my own home if my stepfather were out of it, and I was not
to be driven out because he chose to stay. I had the power to turn
him out, and should have done so but for the baby. The little one was
my mother’s; I could not have turned a child of my mother’s out of a
home that had been my mother’s. So I continued to live in the home
that had come to me from my father. I occupied a set of rooms over
the parlour-floor and took my meals in my own apartments, where I was
attended by a maid who waited upon me and upon nobody else.
The child was called after my mother, and her name was mine--Marian. If
in passing up or down stairs I met the little creature in its nurse’s
arms, I would take it and kiss it, perhaps, and toss it a moment or
two and then go my way. God forgive me, I could never bring myself to
love that child. I never could think of it as my mother’s, but as Mr.
Stanford’s. The sight, the sound of it would bring all my father into
my heart, and I’d fall into a sort of passion merely in thinking that
the memory of such a man should have been betrayed.
I dare say you will consider all this as an excess of loyalty in me.
But loyal even to exaggeration my nature was to those I loved. It is no
boast--merely a saying which this tale should justify.
After the death of my mother, the money paid to me through my trustees
rose to an income of hard upon five hundred a year. I rejoice to say
that Mr. Stanford got not one penny. My mother had been without the
power to will away a farthing of what my father had left her. Otherwise
I don’t doubt the doctor would have come off with something more
substantial than a ten-month memory and my sullen toleration of his
plate upon the door.
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