The Cornhill Magazine, February, 1860 (Vol. I, No. 2)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine, February, 1860 (Vol. I, No. 2)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Shall I own that, for old time’s sake, I went upstairs, and “’ad it
done”--that correct likeness, price one shilling? Would Some One (I
have said, I think, that the party in question is well married in a
distant island) like to have the thing, I wonder, and be reminded of
a man whom she knew in life’s prime, with brown curly locks, as she
looked on the effigy of this elderly gentleman, with a forehead as bare
as a billiard ball? As I went up and down that darkling stair, the
ghosts of the Prior children peeped out from the banisters; the little
faces smiled in the twilight: it may be wounds (of the heart) throbbed
and bled again,--oh, how freshly and keenly! How infernally I have
suffered behind that door in that room--I mean that one where Plugwell
now lives. Confound Plugwell! I wonder what that woman thinks of me as
she sees me shaking my fist at the door? Do you think me mad, madam? I
don’t care if you do. Do you think when I spoke anon of the ghosts of
Prior’s children, I mean that any of them are dead? None are, that I
know of. A great hulking Bluecoat boy, with fluffy whiskers, spoke to
me not long since, in an awful bass voice, and announced his name as
“Gus Prior.” And “How’s Elizabeth?” he added, nodding his bullet head.
Elizabeth, indeed, you great vulgar boy! Elizabeth,--and, by the way,
how long we have been keeping her waiting!
You see, as I beheld her, a heap of memories struck upon me, and I
could not help chattering; when of course--and you are perfectly right,
only you might just as well have left the observation alone: for I knew
quite well what you were going to say--when I had much better have
held my tongue. Elizabeth means a history to me. She came to me at a
critical period of my life. Bleeding and wounded from the conduct of
that other individual (by her present name of Mrs. O’D--her present
_O’D_-ous name--I say, I will never--never call her)--desperately
wounded and miserable on my return from a neighbouring capital, I went
back to my lodgings in Beak Street, and there there grew up a strange
intimacy between me and my landlady’s young daughter. I told her my
story--indeed, I believe I told anybody who would listen. She seemed
to compassionate me. She would come wistfully into my rooms, bringing
me my gruel and things (I could scarcely bear to eat for awhile
after--after that affair to which I may have alluded before)--she used
to come to me, and she used to pity me, and I used to tell her all, and
to tell her over and over again. Days and days have I passed tearing
my heart out in that second-floor room which answers to the name of
Plugwell now. Afternoon after afternoon have I spent there, and poured
out my story of love and wrong to Elizabeth, showed her that waistcoat
I told you of--that glove (her hand wasn’t so very small either)--her
letters, those two or three vacuous, meaningless letters, with “My dear
sir, mamma hopes you will come to tea;” or, “If dear Mr. Batchelor
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