The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860) — John Shaqi
The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)
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Lord Lufton would in no wise help her. He would not even passively
discourage the vicar, or refrain from offering to give him a seat in
going to the meets. Mark and Lord Lufton had been boys together, and
his lordship knew that Mark in his heart would enjoy a brush across the
country quite as well as he himself; and then what was the harm of it?
Lady Lufton’s best aid had been in Mark’s own conscience. He had taken
himself to task more than once, and had promised himself that he would
not become a sporting parson. Indeed, where would be his hopes of
ulterior promotion, if he allowed himself to degenerate so far as that?
It had been his intention, in reviewing what he considered to be the
necessary proprieties of clerical life, in laying out his own future
mode of living, to assume no peculiar sacerdotal strictness; he would
not be known as a denouncer of dancing or of card-tables, of theatres
or of novel-reading; he would take the world around him as he found
it, endeavouring by precept and practice to lend a hand to the gradual
amelioration which Christianity is producing; but he would attempt no
sudden or majestic reforms. Cake and ale would still be popular, and
ginger be hot in the mouth, let him preach ever so—let him be never so
solemn a hermit; but a bright face, a true trusting heart, a strong arm,
and an humble mind, might do much in teaching those around him that men
may be gay and yet not profligate, that women may be devout and yet not
dead to the world.
Such had been his ideas as to his own future life; and though many will
think that as a clergyman he should have gone about his work with more
serious devotion of thought, nevertheless there was some wisdom in
them;—some folly also, undoubtedly, as appeared by the troubles into
which they led him.
“I will not affect to think that to be bad,” said he to himself, “which
in my heart of hearts does not seem to be bad.” And thus he resolved that
he might live without contamination among hunting squires. And then,
being a man only too prone by nature to do as others did around him,
he found by degrees that that could hardly be wrong for him which he
admitted to be right for others.
But still his conscience upbraided him, and he declared to himself more
than once that after this year he would hunt no more. And then his own
Fanny would look at him on his return home on those days in a manner that
cut him to the heart. She would say nothing to him. She never inquired in
a sneering tone, and with angry eyes, whether he had enjoyed his day’s
sport; but when he spoke of it, she could not answer him with enthusiasm;
and in other matters which concerned him she was always enthusiastic.
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