The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860) — John Shaqi
The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. I, No. 5, May 1860)
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Two of them died, but their illness had been long; and then debts came
upon them. Debt, indeed, had been creeping on them with slow but sure
feet during the last five years. Who can see his children hungry, and not
take bread if it be offered? Who can see his wife lying in sharpest want,
and not seek a remedy if there be a remedy within reach? So debt had come
upon them, and rude men pressed for small sums of money—for sums small to
the world, but impossibly large to them. And he would hide himself within
there, in that cranny of an inner chamber—hide himself with deep shame
from the world, with shame, and a sinking heart, and a broken spirit.
But had such a man no friend? it will be said. Such men, I take it, do
not make many friends. But this man was not utterly friendless. Almost
every year one visit was paid to him in his Cornish curacy by a brother
clergyman, an old college friend, who, as far as might in him lie, did
give aid to the curate and his wife. This gentleman would take up his
abode for a week at a farmer’s in the neighbourhood, and though he found
Mr. Crawley in despair, he would leave him with some drops of comfort
in his soul. Nor were the benefits in this respect all on one side.
Mr. Crawley, though at some periods weak enough for himself, could be
strong for others; and, more than once, was strong to the great advantage
of this man whom he loved. And then, too, pecuniary assistance was
forthcoming—in those earlier years not in great amount, for this friend
was not then among the rich ones of the earth—but in amount sufficient
for that moderate hearth, if only its acceptance could have been managed.
But in that matter there were difficulties without end. Of absolute money
tenders Mr. Crawley would accept none. But a bill here and there was
paid, the wife assisting; and shoes came for Kate—till Kate was placed
beyond the need of shoes; and cloth for Harry and Frank found its way
surreptitiously in beneath the cover of that wife’s solitary trunk—cloth
with which those lean fingers worked garments for the two boys, to be
worn—such was God’s will—only by the one.
Such were Mr. and Mrs. Crawley in their Cornish curacy, and during their
severest struggles. To one who thinks that a fair day’s work is worth a
fair day’s wages, it seems hard enough that a man should work so hard and
receive so little. There will be those who think that the fault was all
his own in marrying so young. But still there remains that question, Is
not a fair day’s work worth a fair day’s wages? This man did work hard—at
a task perhaps the hardest of any that a man may do; and for ten years he
earned some seventy pounds a year. Will any one say that he received fair
wages for his fair work, let him be married or single? And yet there are
so many who would fain pay their clergy, if they only knew how to apply
their money! But that is a long subject, as Mr. Robarts had told Miss
Dunstable.
Such was Mr. Crawley in his Cornish curacy.
CHAPTER XV.
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