The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. IV, No. 2, August 1861)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. IV, No. 2, August 1861)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
The most spirited and brave of the young peasantry, if they wished to
secure the smiles of the girls of their neighbourhood and win hearts past
redemption, found no surer avenue to favour than in joining the brigands.
The leaders of these bands sometimes piqued themselves on elegant tastes
and accomplishments; and one of them is said to have sent to the poet
Tasso, in his misfortunes and exile, an offer of honourable asylum and
protection in his mountain-fortress.
Agostino Sarelli saw himself, in fact, a powerful chief; and there were
times when the splendid scenery of his mountain-fastness, its inspiring
air, its wild eagle-like grandeur, independence, and security, gave
him a proud contentment, and he looked at his sword and loved it as a
bride. But then again there were moods when he felt all that yearning and
disquiet of soul which the man of wide and tender moral organization must
feel who has had his faith shaken in the religion of his fathers. To such
a man the quarrel with his childhood’s faith is a never-ending anguish;
especially is it so with a religion so objective, so pictorial, and so
interwoven with the whole physical and nervous nature of man, as that
which grew up and flowered in modern Italy.
Agostino was like a man who lives in an eternal struggle of
self-justification,—his reason for ever going over and over with its plea
before his regretful and never-satisfied heart, which was drawn every
hour of the day by some chain of memory towards the faith whose visible
administrators he detested with the whole force of his moral being. When
the vesper-bell, with its plaintive call, sounded amid the purple shadows
of the olive-silvered mountains,—when the distant voices of chanting
priest and choir reached him solemnly from afar,—when he looked into a
church with its cloudy pictures of angels and its window-panes flaming
with venerable forms of saints and martyrs,—he experienced a yearning
anguish, a pain and conflict, which all the effort of his reason could
not subdue. How to be a Christian and yet defy the authorized Head of
the Christian Church, or how to be a Christian and recognize foul men
of obscene and rapacious deeds as Christ’s representatives, was the
inextricable Gordian knot which his sword could not divide. He dared
not approach the sacrament, he dared not pray; he sometimes felt wild
impulses to tread down in riotous despair every fragment of a religious
belief which seemed to live in his heart only to torture him. He had
heard priests scoff over the wafer they consecrated,—he had known them
to mingle poison for rivals in the sacramental wine,—and yet God had
kept silence and not struck them dead. Like the Psalmist of old he
cried, “Verily, I have cleansed my heart in vain, and washed my hands in
innocency. Is there a God that judgeth in the earth?”
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