The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. IV, No. 2, August 1861)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. IV, No. 2, August 1861)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
The first time he saw Agnes bending like a flower in the slanting evening
sunbeams by the old gate of Sorrento, while he stood looking down the
street lined with kneeling forms, and striving to hold his own soul in
the sarcastic calm of utter indifference, he felt himself struck to
the heart by an influence he could not define. The sight of that young
face, with its clear beautiful lines and its tender fervour, recalled a
thousand influences of the happiest and purest hours of his life, and
drew him with an attraction he vainly strove to hide under an air of
mocking gallantry.
When she looked him in the face with such grave, surprised eyes of
innocent confidence, and promised to pray for him, he felt a remorseful
tenderness, as if he had profaned a shrine. All that was passionate,
poetic, and romantic in his nature was awakened, to blend itself in a
strange mingling of despairing sadness and of tender veneration about
this sweet image of perfect purity and faith. Never does love strike
so deep and immediate a root as in a sorrowful and desolated nature;
there it has nothing to dispute the soil, and soon fills it with its
interlacing fibres.
In this case it was not merely Agnes that he sighed for, but she stood to
him as the fair symbol of that life-peace, that rest of soul, which he
had lost, it seemed to him, for ever.
“Behold this pure, believing child,” he said to himself,—“a true member
of that blessed Church to which thou art a rebel! How peacefully this
lamb walketh the old ways trodden by saints and martyrs, while thou
art an infidel and unbeliever!” And then a stern voice within him
answered,—“What then? Is the Holy Ghost indeed alone dispensed through
the medium of Alexander and his scarlet crew of cardinals? Hath the power
to bind and to loose in Christ’s Church been indeed given to whoever can
buy it with the wages of robbery and oppression? Why does every prayer
and pious word of the faithful reproach me? Why is God silent? Or is
there any God? Oh, Agnes, Agnes! dear lily, fair lamb, lead a sinner into
the green pastures where thou restest!”
So wrestled the strong nature, tempest-tossed in its strength,—so slept
the trustful, blessed in its trust,—then in Italy, as now in all lands.
A County Ball.
Amongst the pleasures in pursuit of which it is the custom to undergo
an extraordinary amount of hardship and suffering, the County Ball
is entitled to be mentioned, inasmuch as it happens often at a time
of year when frost and snow prevail; and that enthusiasm will carry
carriage-loads of people a distance of twelve or even twenty miles,
that they may dance in a crowd, denser even than that of a London ball,
if that is possible, and not go home till morning, when daylight has
probably appeared.
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