The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
There would be some few thousand pounds left for himself when all was
settled. He was determined to go into Parliament, and his present
intention was to stand for a Merton Fellowship, and read for the Bar. If
other men could make three or four thousand a year within three years
or so of being called, why not he? His character had steeled under the
pressure of disaster. He realised with a clearer intelligence, day by
day, all that had gone from him—his father—his inheritance—the careless
ease and self-assurance that goes with the chief places at the feast
of life. But if he must now drop to the lower rooms, it would not be
‘with shame’ that he would do that, or anything else. He felt within
himself a driving and boundless energy; an iron will to succeed. There
was even a certain bitter satisfaction in measuring himself against the
world without the props and privileges he had hitherto possessed. He
was often sore and miserable to his heart’s depths; haunted by black
regrets and compunction he could not get rid of. All the same it was his
fixed resolve to waste no thoughts on mere happiness. His business was
to make a place for himself as an able man among able men, to ask of
ambition, intelligence, hard work, and the sharpening of brain on brain,
the satisfaction he had once hoped to get out of marriage with Constance
Bledlow, and the easy, though masterly, use of great wealth.
* * * * *
He turned to look at the clock.
She had asked him for five. He had ordered his horse accordingly, the
only beast still left in the Flood stables, and his chief means of
escape, during a dreary fortnight, from his peevish co-executor, who
was of little or no service, and had allowed himself already to say
unpardonable things about his dead brother, even to that brother’s son.
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