The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)Various
General
The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
It was too soon to start, but he pushed his papers aside impatiently.
The mere prospect of seeing Constance Bledlow provoked in him a dumb and
troubled excitement. Under its impulse he left the library, and began
to walk aimlessly through the dreary and deserted house, for the mere
sake of movement. The pictures were still on the walls, for the sale of
them had not yet been formally sanctioned by the Court; but all Lady
Laura’s private and personal possessions had been removed to London, and
dust-sheets covered the furniture. Some of it indeed had been already
sold, and workmen were busy packing in the great hall, amid a dusty
litter of paper and straw. The clocks had run down; the flowers had gone,
and with them all the other signs of normal life which make the character
of a house; what remained was only the débris of a once animated whole.
Houses have their fate no less than books; and in the ears of its last
Falloden possessor the whole of the great many-dated fabric, from
its fourteenth-century foundations beneath the central tower to the
pseudo-Gothic with which Wyatt under the fourth George had disfigured the
garden front, had often, since his father’s death, seemed to speak with
an almost human voice of lamentation and distress.
But this afternoon Falloden took little notice of his surroundings. Why
had she written to him?
Well, after all, death is death, and the merest strangers had written to
him—letters that he was now wearily answering. But there had been nothing
perfunctory in her letter. As he read it he had seemed to hear her very
voice saying the soft touching things in it—things that women say so
easily and men can’t hit upon; and to be looking into her changing face,
and the eyes that could be so fierce, and then again so childishly sweet
and sad—as he had seen them, at their last meeting on the moor, while she
was giving him news of Radowitz. Yet there was not a word in the letter
that might not have been read on the house-tops—not a trace in it of
her old alluring, challenging self. Simplicity—deep feeling—sympathy—in
halting words, and unfinished sentences:—and yet—something conspicuously
absent and to all appearance so easily, unconsciously absent, that all
the sweetness and the pity brought him more smart than soothing. Yes, she
had done with him—for all her wish to be kind to him. He saw it plainly;
and he turned back thirstily to those past hours in Lathom Woods, when
he had felt himself, if only for a moment, triumphant master of her
thoughts if not her heart; rebelled against, scolded, flouted, yet still
tormentingly necessary and important. All that delicious friction, those
disputes that are the fore-runner of passion, were gone—for ever. She
was sorry for him—and very kind. His touchy pride recoiled, reading into
her letter what she had never dreamt of putting into it, just because
of the absence of that something—that old tremor—those old signs of his
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