The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
‘He came here that same night.’ And then suddenly, in the golden light,
he saw her flush vividly. Had she realised that what she had said implied
a good deal?—or might be thought to imply it? Why should Radowitz take
the trouble—after his long and exhausting experience—to come round by the
Scarfedale manor-house?
‘It was an awful time for him,’ he said, his eyes on hers. ‘It was very
strange—that he should be there.’
And again he looked down—poking at the grass with his stick.
She hesitated. Her lips trembled.
‘He was very glad—to be there. Only he was sorry—for you.’
‘You mean he was sorry that I wasn’t there sooner—with my father?’
‘I think that was what he felt—that there was only—a stranger.’
‘I was just in time,’ said Falloden, slowly. ‘And I wonder—whether
anything matters, to the dying?’
There was a pause, after which he added, with sudden energy—
I thought—at the inquest—he himself looked pretty bad.’
‘Otto Radowitz?’ Constance covered her eyes with her hands a moment—a
gesture of pain. ‘Mr. Sorell doesn’t know what to do for him. He has been
losing ground lately. The doctors say he ought to live in the open air.
He and Mr. Sorell talk of a cottage near Oxford, where Mr. Sorell can go
often and see him. But he can’t live alone.’
As she spoke Falloden’s attention was diverted. He had raised his head
and was looking across the lawn, towards the garden entrance. There
was the sound of a clicking latch. Constance turned, and saw Radowitz
entering.
The young musician paused and wavered at the sight of the two under the
lime. It seemed as though he would have taken to flight. But, instead,
he came on with hesitating step. He had taken off his hat, as he often
did when walking; and his red-gold hair _en brosse_ was as conspicuous as
ever. But otherwise what a change from the youth of three months before!
Falloden, now that the immediate pressure of his own tragedy was relaxed,
perceived the change even more sharply than he had done at the inquest;
perceived it, at first with horror, and then with a wild sense of recoil
and denial, as though some hovering Erinnys advanced with Radowitz over
the leaf-strewn grass.
Radowitz grew paler still as he reached Connie. He gave Falloden a short,
embarrassed greeting, and then subsided into the chair that Constance
offered him. The thought crossed Falloden’s mind—‘Did she arrange this?’
Her face gave little clue—though she could not restrain one quick,
hesitating glance at Falloden. She pressed tea on Radowitz, who accepted
it to please her, and then, schooled as she was in all the minor social
arts, she had soon succeeded in establishing a sort of small-talk between
the three. Falloden, self-conscious and on the rack, could not imagine
why he stayed. But this languid boy had ministered to his dying father!
And to what, and to whom, were the languor, the tragic physical change,
due? He stayed—in purgatory—looking out for any chance to escape.
‘Did you walk all the way?’
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