The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
The note in Connie’s voice was softly reproachful.
‘Why, it’s only three miles!’ said Radowitz, as though defending himself,
but he spoke with an accent of depression. And Connie remembered how,
in the early days of his recovery from his injury, he had spent hours
rambling over the moors, by himself or with Sorell. Her heart yearned
to him. She would have liked to take his poor hands in hers, and talk
to him, tenderly, like a sister. But there was that other dark face and
those other eyes opposite—watching. And to them too her young sympathy
went out—how differently!—how passionately! A kind of rending and
widening process seemed to be going on within her own nature. Veils were
falling between her and life; and feelings, deeper and stronger than any
she had ever known, were fast developing the woman in the girl. How to
heal Radowitz!—how to comfort Falloden! Her mind ached under the feelings
that filled it—feelings wholly disinterested and pure.
‘You really are taking the Boar’s Hill cottage?’ she asked, addressing
Radowitz.
‘I think so. It is nearly settled. But I am trying to find some
companion. Sorell can only come occasionally.’
As he spoke, a wild idea flashed into Falloden’s brain. It seemed to
have entered without—or against—his will; as though suggested by some
imperious agency outside himself. His intelligence laughed at it.
Something else in him entertained it—breathlessly.
Radowitz stooped down to try and tempt Lady Marcia’s dachshund with a
piece of cake.
‘I must anyhow have a dog,’ he said, as the pampered Max accepted the
cake, and laid his head gratefully on the donor’s knee:—‘they’re always
company.’
He looked wistfully into the dog’s large friendly eyes.
Connie rose.
‘Please don’t move!’ she said, flushing, ‘I shall be back directly. But
I must put up a letter. I hear the postman!’ She ran across the grass,
leaving the two men in acute discomfort. Falloden thought again, with
rising excitement: ‘She planned it! She wants me to do something—to take
some step⸺ But what?’
An awkward pause followed. Radowitz was still playing with the dog,
caressing its beautiful head with his uninjured hand, and talking to it
in a half whisper. As Constance departed, a bright and feverish red had
rushed into his cheeks; but it had only made his aspect more ghostly,
more unreal.
Again the absurd idea emerged in Falloden’s consciousness; and this time
it seemed to find its own expression, and to be merely making use of his
voice, which he heard as though it were someone else’s.
He bent over towards Radowitz.
‘Would you care to share the cottage with me?’ he said abruptly. ‘I want
to find a place to read in—out of Oxford.’
Radowitz looked up, amazed—speechless! Falloden’s eyes met Otto’s
steadily. The boy turned away. Suddenly he covered his face with his free
hand.
‘Why did you hate me so?’ he said, breathing quick. ‘What had I done to
you?’
‘I didn’t hate you,’ said Falloden, thickly. ‘I was mad.’
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