The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916) — John Shaqi
The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)Various
General
The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
‘DEAR ALFRED,—I wrote to you from the Wandsworth Station
yesterday on the way to Bromley. As I was folding your letter
came the scream of the train, and then the yells of the porters
with threats that the train would not wait for me, so that
although I got as far in the direction as your name, I was
obliged to run down the steps, and trust the directing and
despatch of the whole to strange hands. I would rather have
kept back my letter than have thus risked it, had it not been
for my extreme desire to hear of your wife. Day after day I get
more anxious to hear and then I write again, and thus I write,
not to bore you by satisfying my own heart’s wish, but to know
if I can be any help or comfort. I have been writing one of my
longest letters to Sir John Herschell to-day, but won’t inflict
the like upon you.’
(Then come many pages of the reasons which prevent her from writing.)
After she came to live near the Tennysons, Mrs. Cameron had no sense of
ever having done enough for them or more than enough. She would arrive
at Farringford at all hours, convenient and inconvenient, entering by
the door, by the drawing-room window, always bringing goodwill and life
in her train. She would walk in at night, followed by friends, by sons
carrying lanterns, by nieces, by maids bearing parcels and photographs.
Hers was certainly a gift for making life and light for others, though
at times I have known her spirits sink into deepest depths as do those
of impressionable people. Torch-bearers sometimes consume themselves and
burn some of their own life and spirit in the torches they carry. When
Julia Cameron took to photography, her enthusiasm was infectious and her
beautiful pictures seemed a revelation. She was an artist at heart and
she had never felt satisfied till she found her own channel of expression
in these new developments. Watts greatly encouraged her, and I heard him
say of one of her pictures of himself, that he knew no finer portrait
among the old Masters.
One of her admirers, F. D. Maurice, wrote:
‘Had we such portraits of Shakespeare and Milton, we should
know more of their own selves. We should have better
commentaries on “Hamlet” and on “Comus” than we now possess,
even as you have secured to us a better commentary on “Maud”
and “In Memoriam” than all our critics ever will give us.’
Browning, Darwin, Carlyle, Lecky, Sir John Herschell, Henry Taylor with
his flowing beard were all among her sitters and still reveal themselves
to us through her. She photographed without ceasing, in season and out of
season, and she summoned everyone round about to watch the process.
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