The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
To these remonstrances the photographer would answer: ‘I have always
tried to get my husband to share my feelings—so long as illness and
death are mercifully spared us. _Death_ is as to deeper wounds—only a
grain.’ Julia Cameron was not a woman of to-day. She seemed to belong
to some heroic past. She has told me how as a girl she and her sister,
the dearest of them all, used to wander forth and kneel to pray on the
country-roadsides.
Once when her eldest son went through a painful operation, which lasted
some time, she had held his hand in hers through it all, and he said he
could not have endured it if she had not been present. ‘As to my bearing
it,’ she said simply, ‘what is there one cannot bear if one can give one
grain of helpful support to any sufferer?’
* * * * *
Of a friend in great trouble she writes:
‘I am not sure that time with him will soften the calamity. God
grant it may, but with some
“Time but the impression stronger makes,
As streams their channels deeper wear.”
In the case of my absence from my boys, the more it is
prolonged, the more the wound seems to widen.’
It was during her husband’s absence that she wrote:
‘I found when I was with you the tears were too near my eyes
to venture to read out aloud Charles’s letters. I am in very
truth very unhappy. I assume vivacity of manner for my own sake
as well as for others, but the only real vivacity now at this
moment in me, is one to conjure up every form of peril and my
heart is more busy when sleeping than when waking. When waking
I fag myself to the uttermost by any manner of occupation
hoping thus to keep the wheels of time working till I hear
again.’
VII.
The legends are endless of Mrs. Cameron’s doings at Freshwater, and
to this day the older villagers tell of them—of the window she built
and equipped in the room destined for Sir Henry Taylor. It was an east
room; she thought it looked dark in the afternoon and she determined
that a western window should be there when her guest arrived next day.
The village carpenter and his assistant builder sawed and worked late
into the night, in the early morning the glazier was summoned; when the
passengers arrived from the three o’clock boat the window was there, the
western light was pouring in into the spare room through the panes, and
Mrs. Cameron’s faithful maid was putting the last stitches to the muslin
blind. Another inspiration of hers was a lawn, also spread in a single
night, for Mr. Cameron to stroll along when he went for his morning walk
next day.
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