The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (Vol. XLI, No. 241 new series, July 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
Had I not promised, moreover, to stand by him and help him to the end?
Could I then, in honour, sit with folded hands, when the chance, however
remote, of helping him presented itself? I had always feared Mademoiselle
Fédore had not relinquished her designs on the boy, but merely bided
her time. For a while my presence frustrated those designs; as, in even
greater degree, did his passion for Nellie Braithwaite. But marriage with
Nellie forbidden, and he surrounded, as he must be, by the flatteries
lavished on, and snares set for, a rich and popular young nobleman in
London, was it not too probable that in hours of idleness or reaction
from dissipation she might gain an ascendency over him once more? Not
only self-interest was involved. He being what he was, might she not only
too easily fall genuinely in love with him? I would give her the benefit
of the doubt, anyhow. Upon the exact nature of that love, whether of the
higher, or the baser and animal sort, I did not choose to dwell. The
difference in age, too, struck me now—more versed as I had grown in the
ways of the world and of human nature—as no bar to inclination on his
part. She was a clever woman and a beautiful one, of a voluptuous though
somewhat hard type—to the Empress Theodora I had often compared her in my
own mind. Further, as Warcop said to me long ago, did not ‘the she-kite
know her business?’—Alas! and for certain, only too well!
So sitting there, through the lonely hours, the idea grew on me that
the boy was actually in very grave peril; and that—neglect and silence
notwithstanding—in his innermost heart he clung to me, and to the lessons
of duty and noble living which I had taught him, still. This idea might,
as I told myself, be a mere refinement of personal vanity and egoism. Yet
I could not put it aside. If he called, even unconsciously, and I failed
to answer, a sin of omission and a heavy one would assuredly lie at my
door.
Finally I decided to seek counsel of my kind old friend the Master. The
opportunity of doing so presented itself next day. For the Master had
bidden me to a dinner party at the Lodge, given in honour of his widowed
sister and her daughters, who were staying with him. This flutter of
petticoats in our bachelor, not to say monastic, atmosphere produced in
some quarters, I had reason to fancy, a corresponding flutter of hearts.
Ladies were conspicuous by their absence in the Cambridge of those days,
save during the festivities of the May term; and I own to a certain
feeling of mild elation as I found myself seated beside Miss Alice
Dynevor, the elder of the two young ladies, at the Master’s hospitable
board.
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