The Cornhill Magazine, (vol. XLI, no. 243 new series, September 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine, (vol. XLI, no. 243 new series, September 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
The morning’s post had brought me a brief communication from Lavender,
the detective. After weeks of silent pursuit he had reason to believe
he was on Marsigli’s track at last. My own sensations in face of this
announcement surprised me a little. By all rules of the game I should
of course have felt unalloyed gratification. But did I really feel
that? With a movement of shame, I was obliged to confess I did not.
For a certain moral indolence had overtaken me. I was established in a
routine from which I had no wish to break away. My college work, into
which I threw myself at first mainly as a refuge from haunting desires
and disturbing thoughts, had become an end in itself. It engrossed me.
I found it restful--in that, while making small demand on my emotions,
it gave scope for such talents, whether intellectual or practical, as
I possessed. I found it exhilarating to deal with these young men, in
the first flush of their mental powers, to--in some measure at all
events--form their minds, influence their conduct and their thought.
It was delightful, moreover, to have time and opportunity for private
study; to read books, and ever more books. The scholar’s life, the
life of the university, held me as never before. Hence this obtrusion
of Lavender, hunter of crime and of criminals, this obtrusion of
wretched Marsigli, the absconding Italian butler, were, to be honest,
displeasing rather than welcome. I cried off further demands upon my
energies in the direction of conflict and adventure. Leave the student
to his library, the teacher to his lecture-room, unvexed by the
passions and tumult of the world without.
In fastidious repulsion, in something, heaven forgive me, approaching
disgust, I turned away from both thief and thief-catcher, all they
were and all they stood for, as beneath my notice, common and unclean.
Almost angrily I prayed to be let alone, let be. Prayed no fresh
exertion might be required of me; but that I might pursue my course, as
a comfortable, well-read, well-fed Cambridge don, in security and peace.
And, mercifully, my lazy prayer was not heard, not answered; or, more
truly, was both heard and answered, though in a manner conspicuously
the reverse of my intention in offering it.
For, as I mused thus, the calm of the summer afternoon was disturbed
by a sudden loud knocking at my door. The door was flung open. On the
threshold a man stood. No learned brother fellow, no ordinary gownsman;
but, with his pride of bearing, his air of fashion, the finest young
fine gentleman I had ever seen--in long drab driving coat, smartly
outstanding from the waist, and white top hat with rakish up-curled
brim.
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