The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
I have an impression of helping Lavender to raise Fédore from the ground,
and of his muttering—‘A foul blow, before God a foul blow,’ as we laid
her, quivering but apparently unconscious, upon the couch. An impression
of sultry, copper-coloured sunshine suddenly and harshly lighting up
the disordered room, the grim assembly of men, and the woman’s pale
recumbent figure, as with a glare of widespread conflagration. I have
an impression of Marsigli, too, and that a very strange one, coolly
holding out his hands—the right hand horribly splashed and stained—while
Lavender clapped a pair of handcuffs on his wrists. The fury of primitive
passion seemed assuaged in him by his hideous act of vengeance, and he
had become impassive, courtly even in manner, as I remembered him when
waiting on her Magnificence at table or ushering in her guests. He had
given himself up, as I heard later, without any struggle or attempt
at escape. But above all I have an impression, nauseating and to me
indescribably dreadful, which—though I trust I am not unduly squeamish—I
shall, I believe, carry with me to the day of my death, an impression of
the sight, the sense, the smell of fresh shed blood. Upon that I will not
dwell further, since, however deeply affecting to myself, it can serve no
useful purpose.
Finally—summoned, I suppose, by the younger of Lavender’s underlings,
who had reappeared after locking the servant, Marie, in some room
below—a surgeon arrived. Then I slipped away downstairs and out into
the comparatively cool untainted atmosphere of the shabby little garden.
If I was wanted, they must call me. Not voluntarily could I witness
a professional examination of what, less than an hour ago, had been
a strong and very beautiful if very sinful woman, and was now but a
helpless corpse.
All my thought had softened towards Fédore. Her evildoings—evil even in
respect of her accomplice—were manifest. For, let us be just, Marsigli’s
crime was not without provocation. But she had played for great stakes
and had lost. The pathos of irremediable failure was upon her. And I
was awe-stricken by the swiftness of her punishment, the relentless and
appalling haste with which she had been thrust out of life. Into what
uncharted regions of being had her astute, ambitious, and voluptuous
spirit now passed? Regardless of the prohibitions of my Church, I
prayed—and how earnestly!—her sins might be forgiven; and that through
the Eternal Mercy—so far broader, deeper, more abiding, as I confidently
believe, than any man-made definition of it—she might even yet find a
place for repentance and peace at the last.
Under the plane-tree I found a rickety garden seat, on which, being now
very tired, I was glad enough to rest.
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