The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
A wish I could not altogether find it in my heart to echo. But, as he
fell silent, staring out over the sun-bathed country, through the cloud
of dust raised by wheels and horse-hoofs—subtle lines of care and of
bitterness deforming the youthfulness of his beautiful face—I was spared
the necessity of answering, for which I was glad.
All day—though towards me he had shown himself uniformly courteous and
gentle, loving even—the boy’s spirits had fluctuated, his moods being
many and diverse. At one time he was full of anecdote and racy talk,
at another steeped in gloom or irritably explosive, swearing in most
approved fine-gentleman fashion at any and every thing not exactly to
his taste. In short, while he avoided any mention of the object of our
journey and our conversation of last night, I could not but see these
were persistently uppermost in his thought, keeping his nerves cruelly
on edge. What wonder, when all his future hung in the balance! How far
did he actually love Fédore—how far actually want her proved innocent?
I could not tell. His attitude baffled me. Yet it seemed incredible the
society of such a woman should continue to satisfy him—that differences
of age, station, nationality, education, should not be prolific, at
times at all events, of repulsion and something akin to disgust. Quite
independent of that matter of the jewels and the ugly suspicions raised
by it, must he not have begun by now to measure the enormity of his
mistake in marrying her? I, at once, hoped and feared he had. While, as
the miles of road fled away behind us beneath the horses’ trotting feet,
the sadness of his position grew upon me, until I had much ado to keep my
feelings to myself.
Once arrived, Hartover slipped his arm through mine, and we entered the
stately house together, while he said, a little huskily:
‘Brownlow, it is good to have you—very good of you to come. Don’t imagine
I do not appreciate what you are doing for me because to-day I have not
said much about it. Oh! how I wish you could always be with me! Having
given Cambridge the slip, you’ll stay now, won’t you, as long as you
possibly can?’
Deeply touched by his affection, I was about to assure him I would
indeed remain while I was of any real service and comfort to him,
when William—grown stout, sleek, but, as I thought, a good deal more
trustworthy-looking—came forward with a packet on a salver.
‘What’s that?’ Hartover inquired sharply. ‘Put it down. I cannot be
bothered with it now.’
‘I am sorry, my lord,’ the man answered, with evident unwillingness, ‘but
I am bound to bring it to your notice. His lordship sent by express this
morning from Bath. The messenger is waiting for your acknowledgment.’
Hartover’s hand grew heavy on my arm.
‘Very well,’ he said. ‘I will send my orders presently.’
And he led me into a fine room, opening off the corridor on the left,
where supper had been laid for us.
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