The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)Various
General
The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
In Balliol, there sat a chubby-faced, quiet-eyed man, with very white
hair, round whom the storms of orthodoxy had once beaten, like the surges
on a lighthouse; and at Christ Church and in St. Mary’s the beautiful
presence and the wonderful gift of Liddon kept the old fires burning in
pious hearts.
And now into this old, old place, with its thick soil of dead lives and
deeds, there had come a new seed, as to which no one could tell how it
would flower. Women students were increasing every term in Oxford. Groups
of girl graduates in growing numbers went shyly through the streets,
knowing that they had still to justify their presence in this hitherto
closed world—made by men for men. There were many hostile eyes upon
them, watching for mistakes. But all the generous forces in Oxford were
behind them. The ablest men in the University were teaching women how
to administer—how to organise. Some lecture-rooms were opening to them;
some still entirely declined to admit them. And here and there were
persons who had a clear vision of the future to which was trending this
new eagerness of women to explore regions hitherto forbidden them in the
House of Life.
Connie had no such vision, but she had a boundless curiosity and a
thrilling sense of great things stirring in the world. Under Nora’s lead
she had begun to make friends among the women-students, and to find her
way into their little bed-sitting-rooms at tea-time. They all seemed to
her superhumanly clever, and superhumanly modest. She had been brought up
indeed by two scholars; but examinations dazzled and appalled her. How
they were ever passed she could not imagine. She looked at the girls who
had passed them with awe, quite unconscious the while of the glamour she
herself possessed for these untravelled students—as one familiar from
her childhood with the sacred places of history—Rome, Athens, Florence,
Venice, Sicily. She had seen, she had trodden; and quiet eyes—sometimes
spectacled—would flame, while her easy talk ran on.
But all the time there were very critical notions in her, hidden deep
down.
‘Do they never think about a _man_?’ some voice in her seemed to be
asking. ‘As for me, I am always thinking about a man!’ And the colour
would flush into her cheeks, as she meekly asked for another cup of tea.
Sometimes she would go with Nora to the Bodleian, and sit patiently
beside her while Nora copied Middle-English poetry from an early
manuscript, worth a king’s ransom. Nora got sevenpence a ‘folio,’ of
seventy-two words, for her work. Connie thought the pay scandalous for so
much learning; but Nora laughed at her, and took far more pleasure in the
small cheque she received at the end of term from the University Press
than Connie in her quarterly dividends.
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