The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 244 new series, October 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
there was going on in him, all the time, an intense spiritual ferment,
connected with Constance Bledlow on the one side, and Otto Radowitz on
the other.
Meanwhile—what was not so evident to this large-hearted observer—Otto was
more than willing—he burned—to play his part. All that is mystical and
passionate in the soul of a Polish Catholic had been stirred in him by
his accident, his growing premonition of short life, the bitterness of
his calamity, the suddenness of his change of heart towards Falloden.
‘My future is wrecked. I shall never live to be old. I shall never be
a great musician. But I mean to live long enough to make Constance
happy! She shall talk of me to her children. And I shall watch over
her—perhaps—from another world.’
These thoughts, and others like them, floated by day and night through
the boy’s mind; and he wove them into the symphony he was writing.
Tragedy, passion, melody,—these have been the Polish heritage in music;
they breathe through the Polish peasant songs, as through the genius of a
Chopin; they are bound up with the long agony of Polish history, with the
melancholy and monotony of the Polish landscape. They spoke again through
the beautiful thwarted gift of this boy of twenty, through his foreboding
of early death, and through that instinctive exercise of his creative
gift, which showed itself not in music alone, but in the shaping of two
lives—Falloden’s and Connie’s.
* * * * *
And Constance too was living and learning, with the intensity that comes
of love and pity and compunction. She was dropping all her spoilt-child
airs; and the bower-bird adornments with which she had filled her little
room in Medburn Hall had been gradually cleared away, to Nora’s great
annoyance, till it was almost as bare as Nora’s own. Amid the misty
Oxford streets and the low-ceiled Oxford rooms, she was played upon by
the unseen influences of that ‘august place,’ where both the great and
the forgotten dead are always at work, shaping the life of the present.
In those days Oxford was still praising ‘famous men, and the fathers who
begat’ her. Their shades still walked her streets. Pusey was not long
dead. Newman, the mere ghost of himself, had just preached a tremulous
last sermon within her bounds, returning as a kind of spiritual Odysseus
for a few passing hours to the place where he had once reigned as the
most adored son of Oxford. Thomas Hill Green, with the rugged face,
and the deep brown eyes, and the look that made pretence and cowardice
ashamed, was dead, leaving a thought and a teaching behind him that his
Oxford will not let die. Matthew Arnold had yet some years to live and
could occasionally be seen at Balliol or at All Souls; while Christ
Church and Balliol still represented the rival centres of that great
feud between Liberal and Orthodox which had convulsed the University a
generation before.
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