The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 245 new series, November 1916)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLI, no. 245 new series, November 1916)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
But I speedily perceived, with mingled shame and admiration, any fear
of raising undue hopes was quite uncalled for. I had underrated alike
the courage and sensibility of Nellie Braithwaite’s nature. For her
gladness at my news was veiled by a sweet reserve both of expression and
inquiry—assurance of Hartover’s well-being bringing all her maidenly
dignity into play. Henceforth, as I saw, she would wrap her love about
with silence, hiding it even from me, her chosen friend, in delicate yet
lofty pride. No finger would she raise to beckon Hartover or recall that
early love passage; while, as I also saw, my presence in future would be
less acceptable to her because, from my closeness to Hartover, I formed,
in a measure, a link between him and herself.
I left Westrea, on my return journey to Cambridge, somewhat crestfallen.
As reward of my zeal in fulfilling—and successfully, moreover—the promise
I gave her, was I to be exiled from her confidence? That seemed arbitrary
and, indeed, a little unjust. Whereupon I made a reflection—made how many
thousand times already by how many thousands of my sex!—that the ways of
woman, be she pure and noble or, alas! signally the reverse, are one and
all mysterious, past forecasting and past finding out.
And at that I had to leave it. For Hartover, on his part, spoke no word,
gave no sign. Hover, the moors, the stables, the kennels, and, as I
observed with satisfaction, so much of the varied business of the great
property as he could get in touch with, filled his time and mind to the
exclusion of all question of—in his own phrase—‘petticoats.’ Was Nellie
Braithwaite forgotten then? Once again I must be stern with myself; for
how should it advantage me even if she was?
But specially did stables and kennels bulk big among the dear boy’s many
interests and occupations during that pleasant long vacation, whereby
Warcop was made the happiest of men. For one morning, about a fortnight
after our arrival, Hartover threw a letter to me across the breakfast
table.
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