The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917) — John Shaqi
The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 250 new series, April 1917)
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Now, two hundred yards is a short distance as measurement goes, but into
those two hundred yards through the chaos of wrecked wood the Corporal
packed as much suffering, as dragging a passage of time, as many tortures
of hope and fear and pain, as would fill an ordinary lifetime. Every yard
was a desperate struggle, every fallen tree-trunk, each tangle of fallen
branch, was a cruel problem to be solved, a pain-racked and laborious
effort to overcome. A score of times he collapsed and lay panting, and
resigned himself to abandoning the struggle; and a score of times he
roused himself and fought down numbing pain, and raised himself on
trembling arms and knees to crawl again, to wriggle through the wreckage,
to hoist himself over some obstacle, to fight his way on for another
yard or two. Every conscious thought was busied only and solely with
the problems of his passage that presented themselves one by one, but
at the back of his mind some self-working reason or instinct held him
to his direction, took heed of what went on around him, guided him in
action other than that immediately concerned with his passage. When, for
instance, he came to a deep trench cutting across his path, he sat long
with his whole mind occupied on the question as to whether he should
move to right or left, whether the broken place half a dozen yards off
the one way or the more completely broken one a dozen yards the other
would be the best to make for, scanning this way down and that way up, a
litter of barbed wire here and a barrier of broken branches there; and
yet, without even lifting his mind from the problem, he was aware of grey
coats moving along the trench towards him, had sense enough to drop flat
and lie huddled and still until the Germans had passed. And that second
mind again advised him against crawling down into the trench and making
his easier way along it, because it was too probable it would be in use
as a passage for Germans, wounded and unwounded.
He turned and moved slowly along the edge of the trench at last, and held
to it for some distance because the parapet raised along its edge held
up many of the fallen trees and branches enough to let him creep under
them. That advantage was discounted to some extent by the number of dead
bodies that lay heaped on or under the parapet and told of the struggles
and the fierce fighting that had passed for possession of the trench, but
on the whole the dead men were less difficult to pass than the clutching,
wrenching fingers of the dead wood. The pains in his head, shoulder, and
side had by now dulled down to a dead numbness, but his broken leg never
ceased to burn and stab with red-hot needles of agony; and for all the
splints encasing it and despite all the care he took, there was hardly a
yard of his passage that was not marked by some wrenching catch on his
foot, some jarring shock or grind and grate of the broken bones.
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