"No, I don't condemn you," he said slowly. "I know you. YOU couldn't
possibly do anything underhanded. If you'd been where you'd have had
to conceal it directly, face to face, from some one who had the right
to know--you'd never have done it." He rested his arms on the table
and looked straight at her. "I feel I must tell you what I think. And
I feel, too, it wouldn't be fair and honest if I didn't let you see why
you might not want to take my advice."
She returned his gaze inquiringly.
"I love you," he went on calmly. "I've known it ever since I missed
you so at the Christmas holidays. I love you for what you are, and for
what you're as certain to be as--as a rosebud is certain to be a
full-blown rose. I love you as my father loved my mother. I shall
love you always." His manner was calm, matter-of-fact; but there was
in his musical, magical voice a certain quality which set her nerves
and her blood suddenly to vibrating. She felt as if she were
struggling in a great sea--the sea of his love for her--struggling to
reach the safety of the shore.
"Oh--I WISH you hadn't told me!" she exclaimed.
"Suppose I hadn't; suppose you had taken my advice? No"--he shook his
head slowly--"I couldn't do that, Pauline--not even to win you."
"I'm sorry I said anything to you about it."
"You needn't be. You haven't harmed yourself. And maybe I can help
you."
"No--we won't talk of it," she said--she was pressing her hand on her
bosom where she could feel her wedding ring. "It wouldn't be right,
now. I don't wish your advice."
"But I must give it. I'm years and years older than you--many, many
years more than the six between us. And----"
"I don't wish to hear."
"For his sake, for your own sake, Pauline, tell them! And they'll
surely help you to wait till you're older before you do
anything--irrevocable."
"But I care for him," she said--angrily, though it could not have been
what he was saying so gently that angered her. "You forget that I care
for him. It IS irrevocable now. And I'm glad it is!"
"You LIKE him. You don't LOVE him. And--he's not worthy of your love.
I'm sure it isn't prejudice that makes me say it. If he were, he'd
have waited----"
She was on her feet, her eyes blazing.
"I asked for advice, not a lecture. I DESPISE you! Attacking the man
I love and behind his back! I wish to be alone."
He rose but met her look without flinching.
"You can send ME away," he said gently, "but you can't send away my
words. And if they're true you'll feel them when you get over your
anger. You'll do what you think right. But--be SURE, Pauline. Be
SURE!" In his eyes there was a look--the secret altar with the
never-to-be-extinguished flame upon it. "Be SURE!, Pauline. Be SURE."
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