The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)Gide, André
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The counterfeiters : $b (Les faux-monnayeurs)
Gide, André
Counterfeiters -- Fiction; French fiction -- Translations into English
Olivier, in the mean time, was slowly coming back to life. Edouard sat
beside his couch. He gazed at the shut book of his face, baffled by
its riddle. Why? Why? One may act thoughtlessly at night in the heat
of intoxication, but the resolutions of early morning carry with them
their full weight of virtue. He gave up trying to understand, until at
last the moment should come when Olivier would be able to speak. Until
that moment came he would not leave him. He had taken one of his hands
in his and concentrated his interrogation, his thoughts, his whole life
into that contact. At last it seemed to him that he felt Olivier’s hand
responding feebly to his clasp.... Then he bent down, and set his lips
on the forehead, where an immense and mysterious suffering had drawn
its lines.
A ring was heard at the door. Edouard rose to open it. It was Bernard
and Lucien Bercail. Edouard kept them in the hall and told them what
had happened; then, taking Bernard aside, he asked if he knew whether
Olivier was subject to attacks of giddiness, to fits of any kind?...
Bernard suddenly remembered their conversation of the day before, and,
in particular, some words of Olivier’s which he had hardly listened to
at the time, but which came back to him now, as distinctly as if he
heard them over again.
“It was I who began to speak of suicide,” said he to Edouard. “I asked
him if he understood a person’s killing himself out of mere excess of
life, ‘out of enthusiasm,’ as Dmitri Karamazof says. I was absorbed in
my thought and at the time I paid no attention to anything but my own
words; but I remember now what he answered.”
“What did he answer?” insisted Edouard, for Bernard stopped as though
he were reluctant to say anything more.
“That he understood killing oneself, but only after having reached such
heights of joy, that anything afterwards must be a descent.”
They both looked at each other and added nothing further. Light was
beginning to dawn on them. Edouard at last turned away his eyes; and
Bernard was angry with himself for having spoken. They went up to
Bercail.
“The tiresome thing is,” said he, “that people may think he has tried
to kill himself in order to avoid fighting.”
Edouard had forgotten all about the duel.
“Behave as if nothing had happened,” said he. “Go and find Dhurmer, and
ask him to tell you who his seconds are. It is to them that you must
explain matters, if the idiotic business doesn’t settle itself. Dhurmer
didn’t seem particularly keen.”
“We will tell him nothing,” said Lucien, “and leave him all the shame
of retreating. For he will shuffle out of it, I’m certain.”
Bernard asked if he might see Olivier. But Edouard thought he had
better be kept quiet.
Bernard and Lucien were just leaving, when young George arrived.
He came from Passavant’s, but had not been able to get hold of his
brother’s things.
“Monsieur le Comte is not at home,” he had been told. “He has left no
orders.”
And the servant had shut the door in his face.
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