The Courage of the CommonplaceAndrews, Mary Raymond Shipman
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The Courage of the Commonplace
Andrews, Mary Raymond Shipman
Yale University -- Fiction
Johnny, as he swung up the main street of the flat little town,
the brick school-house and the two churches at one end, many
saloons en route, and the gray rock dump and the chimneys and
shaft-towers of the mine at the other, carried a ribbon of
brightness through the sordid place. Women came to the doors to
smile at the handsome young gentleman who took his hat off as if
they were ladies; children ran by his side, and he knocked their
caps over their eyes and talked nonsense to them, and swung on
whistling. But at night, alone in his room, he was serious.
How to keep the men patient; how to use his influence with them;
how to advise the president--for young as he was he had to do
this because of the hold he had gained on the situation; what
concessions were wise--the young face fell into grave lines as
he sat, hands deep in his pockets as usual, and considered these
questions. Already the sculptor Life was chiselling away the
easy curves with the tool of responsibility.
He thought of other things sometimes as he sat before the wood fire
in his old Morris chair. His college desk was in the corner by the
window, and around it hung photographs ordered much as they had
been in New Haven. The portrait of his father on the desk, the
painting of his mother, and above them, among the boys' faces,
the group of boys and girls of whom she was one, the girl whom
he had not forgotten. He had not seen her since that Tap Day.
She had written him soon after--an invitation for a week-end at
her mother's camp in the woods. But he would not go. He sat
in the big chair staring at the fire, this small room in the West,
and thought about it. No, he could not have gone to her house
party--how could he? He had thought, poor lunatic, that there
was an unspoken word between them; that she was different to him
from what she was to the others. Then she had failed him at the
moment of need. He would not be taken back half-way, with the
crowd. He could not. So he had civilly ignored the hand which
had held out several times, in several ways. Hurt and proud,
yet without conceit, he believed that she kept him at a distance,
and would not risk coming too near, and so stayed altogether away.
It happens at times that a big, attractive, self-possessed man
is secretly as shy, as fanciful, as the shyest girl--if he cares.
Once and again indeed the idea flashed into the mind of Johnny
McLean--that perhaps she had been so sorry that she did not dare
look at him. But he flung that aside with a savage half-thought.
"What rot! It's probable that I was important enough for that,
isn't it? You fool!" And about then he was likely to get up with
a spring and attack a new book on pillar and shaft versus the block
system of mining coal.
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