The Courage of the CommonplaceAndrews, Mary Raymond Shipman
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The Courage of the Commonplace
Andrews, Mary Raymond Shipman
Yale University -- Fiction
that he got up and went to his desk and sat down in the fading
light, his hands deep in his trousers pockets; his athletic young
figure dropped together listlessly; his eyes staring at the desk
where had worked away so many cheerful hours. Pictures hung
around it; there was a group taken last summer of girls and boys
at his home in the country, the girl was in it--he did not look
at her. His father's portrait stood on the desk, and a painting
of his long-dead mother. He thought to himself hotly that it was
good she was dead rather than see him shamed. For the wound was
throbbing with a fever, and the boy had not got to a sense of
proportion; his future seemed blackened. His father's picture
stabbed him; he was a "Bones" man--all of his family--his
grandfather, and the older brothers who had graduated four and
six years ago--all of them. Except himself. The girl had thought
it such a disgrace that she would not look at him! Then he grew
angry. It wasn't decent, to hit a man when he was down. A woman
ought to be gentle--if his mother had been alive--but then he
was glad she wasn't. With that a sob shook him--startled him.
Angrily he stood up and glared about the place. This wouldn't do;
he must pull himself together. He walked up and down the little
living room, bright with boys' belongings, with fraternity shields
and flags and fencing foils and paddles and pictures; he walked
up and down and he whistled "Dunderbeck," which somehow was in
his head. Then he was singing it:
"Oh Dunderbeck, Oh Dunderbeck, how could you be so mean
As even to have thought of such a terrible machine!
For bob-tailed rats and pussy-cats shall never more be seen;
They'll all be ground to sausage-meat in Dunderbeck's machine."
There are times when Camembert cheese is a steadying thing to
think of--or golf balls. "Dunderbeck" answered for John McLean.
It appeared difficult to sing, however--he harked back to
whistling. Then the clear piping broke suddenly. He bit his
lower lip and went and sat down before the desk again and turned
on the electric reading-lamp. Now he had given in long enough;
now he must face the situation; now was the time to find if
there was any backbone in him to "buck up." To fool those chaps
by amounting to something. There was good stuff in this boy that
he applied this caustic and not a salve. His buoyant
lightheartedness whispered that the fellows made mistakes;
that he was only one of many good chaps left; that Dick Harding
had a pull and Jim Stanton had an older brother--excuses came.
But the boy checked them.
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